Sleepless since childhood

As long as I can remember I have had sleeping problems. I have never slept a whole night and I wake up at least once every hour. But since my last therapy session I have slept much better. 

As a child I was very afraid of the darkness in my bedroom. I remember that I could feel a presence. I also remember laying in my bed, paralysed with closed eyes feeling that "something" poked me in my waist. I have also felt a strange pressure over my back. I told my mum about it, but she just said that it was normal. Normal? I don't think so!

The Nightmare, painted by John Henry Fuseli (1741-1825)

Actually, I now think that the strange things I experienced as child were Alien connected. 

Last night when I was thinking of this, I felt a sudden push in my waist, where that strange "etheric transmittor" was removed. Then pain, like a needle was stuck in my waist. And every time I had a thought about these strange childhood memories the pain came back! But when I begun thinking about my work - the pain went away.  

This morning, in the shower, I began thinking about my childhood memories again and immediatly the pain in my waist came back! Why? Do I get punished for my thoughts about aliens? This is so weird!

Beep signal after watching videos

Two days ago I watched this interesting video about abductions. When I went to bed I got real disturbing ringing in my right ear. This time it was almost impossible to "bounce it away", as I use to. I guess that mean that "they" didn't like that I watched this video.

Gosh! I am so tired of this. It happens everytime that I go out searching for information about aliens and UFOs  - or when I talk to others about alien stuff! A friend of mine have the same experience.



Here is another interesting video, about ringing in ears:

"Nanny" abducted by aliens

Have you heard that Fran Drescher, from "The Nanny" have met aliens?

According to The Huffington Post she says:

"You know, it's funny because Peter (Fran's ex-husband) and I both saw [aliens] before we knew each other, doing the same thing, driving on the road with our dads."

Fran says that it happend when they both were in junior high. A few years later they met and realized they had the same experience. She thinks they somehow were programmed to meet.

"We both have this scar. It's the exact same scar on the exact same spot."

But ex-husband Peter Marc Jacobson wasn't so convinced of the couple's extraterrestrial pasts. He says Fran got the small scar on her hand from a drill bit or burning herself holding a hot cup of water. But Fran says, no way.

"I said to him, that's what the aliens programmed us to think. But really, that's where the chip is."

Well that was interesting. Because it reminds me of my own experience in 2008. That's when the hauntings began at our old house. And just a couple of weeks later me and my teenage daughter went on a trip to another town. On the way there I saw something strange high above in the sky. It looked like a glowing ball that flew high up in very highs speed. I didn't say anything to my daughter. But just a few minutes later a big round "thing" of silver flew right over our car! My daughter yelled:
"Look! Is that an UFO or what!!?"

Sometimes I wonder if my home wasn't haunted by ghost, maybe there were just lots of crazy aliens there.

End of searching?

Well it's obvious - if you are to curious you can end up with problems.

I got help from my terapist the day before Christmas, she found and removed some scary things from my eterical body. But she warned me. If I keep on searching for information about other dimensions and beeings I will attract more problems.

She says that my curiousity works like a "door opener" to other worlds. Every time I search (and find) information I open a portal to another dimension - and let those things come into my world. Maybe I should have listened to her earlier when she said that...

So, at least for the moment, I focus at my job instead.

Do we live in a Matrix?

Since 2008 it has become more and more clear to me; that life is not what we think it is.

I have written about it earlier, that strange beep tone that I have been hearing in my ears since I was a child. Very high pitched signals that can appear very suddenly and after seconds just go away.

I have done my own researches about it since 2008 and I think this "signal" is connected to aliens. I may sound stupid, but it's probably used like some kind of track advice (sonar). I think they can track even our feelings, thoughts and what we talk about. And it seems like talking about aliens or other dimensions is NOT ok... Because then the signal comes, often together with a pressure over the chest that makes it a bit hard to breathe. If you don't believe me; just be more observant. Make notes of when you hear this signal. If you go out on Internet and start searching information about aliens - do you hear the signal? The more aware you get - the more you will find out about it.

It took me over 40 years to understand that this beep tone often was connected to what I said, read or just thought about. 

If I hadn't got those strange scratch marks in 2008 I probably never would have digged in to all these paranormal stuff. I was to busy with my family life and work. But when I got the first scratches I started my searching on Internet. I also met some people who know a lot about aliens and other strange things. A door in to a compleatly new world was opened. And during some hypnotherapi sessions I found out that some dreams I had earlier in my life wasn't just dreams. 

Today this became even more clear too me.

Someone got real pissed off
I was at work, talking to a collegue who had read a very interesting book about parallell worlds, by a finish author. She said that I should read it. At the same second she said that she got that beep tone in her right ear and she felt a pressure over her chest.

- Well, they don't like me talking about this...

I understood exactly what she ment, because this have happend us so many times while we have been discussing aliens and other dimensions. It feels like they are observering us and that they doesn't like us talking about it.

Just an hour later I got a real strong beep tone in my right ear. I did as I always do; I tried to block the signal out, mentally. But this time it was strong, it didn't work. It was like a mental struggle...

I wrote a mail to my collegue and told her about the signal and we had some funny discussions about it. I told her that it made me angry, because I really hate that feeling of beeing "under observation". I wrote to her that I thought "they" acted cowardly, because they never show themself. They just act in the ulterior. My collegue asked if I really dared to challenge them. Sure, I wrote back.
 

Who are holding our strings?


Shortly afterwards something strange happend. I was like something had hit me hard in my right ear. I didn't hear that beep tone this time, but I felt a strong pressure inside my ear. It was like someone had pulled lots of cotton pads into my ear. Very strange and it made me a bit afriad. It almost felt as if I was loosing my hearing.

Had I challenged "them" to much now? And what had they done? Had they put in another implant in my eteric body?

I will NEVER accept these attacs. So I made a phone call to the therapist that I visited earlier this year. The woman who had some hypnotherapi sessions with me. Because she really knows a lot about aliens, implants and these kind of things.

Later this same day I got small scratch mark on my finger. So - here we go again...

I just wonder what kind of evil forces I'm dealing with? I hope my therapist will tell me more about this on friday.


Just when I had finished this text I got that pressure over my chest, that makes it difficult to breathe. They sure are here, observering every step I take. And they don't like that I am writing about it.

Beep tone/signal in my ears

Sometimes I can hear a high pitched tone in my ears, it lasts for some seconds and then just go away. I have lived with this as long as I remember.

Once, when I was about 8 years old, I remembering saying to my mother;

"Now they're coming!"

I have no clue where I got that from, but I thought that the beep tone was some kind of sign - that something was coming. But then the years passed and I didn't think much about it. And when I grow older I just thought that I had some kind of hearing problem. So I got used to it.

When the hauntings began in my home (2008)  I started searching for information on Internet. I read everything I could find about ghosts, aliens and abductions. What really surpriced me was that many people who had experienced strange things connected to UFOs and aliens, hear this high pitched signals in their ears!

During the hauntings I got in contact with ghosthunters, mediums/psychics and dowsers. Some of them said that I was psychic myself and I got interested in knowing more about it. I almost became a ghostbuster myself and learned how to communicate with ghosts/spirits.

During 2009 I learned a lot about mind power. So when that beep/signa came I tried to block it out.  And - it worked!! The signal went away immediately. It was like the "sender" got confused and tried over and over again - and every time I blocked it out. Finally the signal got weaker.

A week later I had a strange dream, that I heard a kind of radiosignal and that someone was doing something with my head. Next day I heard the beep tone again. Did I get some kind of implant during the night?

I have had dreams like this before. Once I was in a strange white corridor and heard the sound from someone using a breathing equipment - then I saw an astronaut behind me! Real weird! The next second I lay on the floor with the austronaut and two women in white clothes around me. Everything turned black, but I could hear the radiosignals in different frequences in my head. It was like they were putting in a sender or something in my head!

Today the signal is much weaker, but I can feel the pressure in my ears instead. So I know that this (what ever it is) still is going on. And "they" know I am aware of it. 

I have noticed that the signal often comes when I am talking to someone about aliens and that kind of stuff. Today I got the signal when I looked at a video about acient indians and alien. (The signal came at 02:17)

So - who is sending this signal to me and why? Is it aliens trying to track where I am? Or are they just checking out what I am up to, what I know about aliens? Maybe it has something to do with the UFOs that I have seen during 1977, 1978 and 2008...

Mikael Kvist, and interesting swedish engineer and writer, has written books about healing, angels, earths cristal nets and other dimensions. He believes that this sound (in the ears) comes when aliens from other dimensions try to track our conciousness. He had also experienced strange paranormal things, as scratch marks. Sadly his books are not available in english and I have heard that something happened to him during 2008/09 so today noone knows what he is up to. But I can strongly recomend his books "Tidskrigarna" part 1 and 2 ("Time warriors").

Related Links:
Ear tones/ringings  (Real interesting information!!!)
Ear Implants, Ear Candles and Reptilians
Operation: Speak out (writes about these ringings in the ears)
High pitced tones in ears (discussions if it's spirits or just tinnitus)
High pitched ringing in my ears (more discussions on the same forum as above)
That Weird ringing that happens in one ear sometimes..huh?
UFO sightings with strange sounds worldwide, while radium called alien gift