End of searching?

Well it's obvious - if you are to curious you can end up with problems.

I got help from my terapist the day before Christmas, she found and removed some scary things from my eterical body. But she warned me. If I keep on searching for information about other dimensions and beeings I will attract more problems.

She says that my curiousity works like a "door opener" to other worlds. Every time I search (and find) information I open a portal to another dimension - and let those things come into my world. Maybe I should have listened to her earlier when she said that...

So, at least for the moment, I focus at my job instead.

Do we live in a Matrix?

Since 2008 it has become more and more clear to me; that life is not what we think it is.

I have written about it earlier, that strange beep tone that I have been hearing in my ears since I was a child. Very high pitched signals that can appear very suddenly and after seconds just go away.

I have done my own researches about it since 2008 and I think this "signal" is connected to aliens. I may sound stupid, but it's probably used like some kind of track advice (sonar). I think they can track even our feelings, thoughts and what we talk about. And it seems like talking about aliens or other dimensions is NOT ok... Because then the signal comes, often together with a pressure over the chest that makes it a bit hard to breathe. If you don't believe me; just be more observant. Make notes of when you hear this signal. If you go out on Internet and start searching information about aliens - do you hear the signal? The more aware you get - the more you will find out about it.

It took me over 40 years to understand that this beep tone often was connected to what I said, read or just thought about. 

If I hadn't got those strange scratch marks in 2008 I probably never would have digged in to all these paranormal stuff. I was to busy with my family life and work. But when I got the first scratches I started my searching on Internet. I also met some people who know a lot about aliens and other strange things. A door in to a compleatly new world was opened. And during some hypnotherapi sessions I found out that some dreams I had earlier in my life wasn't just dreams. 

Today this became even more clear too me.

Someone got real pissed off
I was at work, talking to a collegue who had read a very interesting book about parallell worlds, by a finish author. She said that I should read it. At the same second she said that she got that beep tone in her right ear and she felt a pressure over her chest.

- Well, they don't like me talking about this...

I understood exactly what she ment, because this have happend us so many times while we have been discussing aliens and other dimensions. It feels like they are observering us and that they doesn't like us talking about it.

Just an hour later I got a real strong beep tone in my right ear. I did as I always do; I tried to block the signal out, mentally. But this time it was strong, it didn't work. It was like a mental struggle...

I wrote a mail to my collegue and told her about the signal and we had some funny discussions about it. I told her that it made me angry, because I really hate that feeling of beeing "under observation". I wrote to her that I thought "they" acted cowardly, because they never show themself. They just act in the ulterior. My collegue asked if I really dared to challenge them. Sure, I wrote back.
 

Who are holding our strings?


Shortly afterwards something strange happend. I was like something had hit me hard in my right ear. I didn't hear that beep tone this time, but I felt a strong pressure inside my ear. It was like someone had pulled lots of cotton pads into my ear. Very strange and it made me a bit afriad. It almost felt as if I was loosing my hearing.

Had I challenged "them" to much now? And what had they done? Had they put in another implant in my eteric body?

I will NEVER accept these attacs. So I made a phone call to the therapist that I visited earlier this year. The woman who had some hypnotherapi sessions with me. Because she really knows a lot about aliens, implants and these kind of things.

Later this same day I got small scratch mark on my finger. So - here we go again...

I just wonder what kind of evil forces I'm dealing with? I hope my therapist will tell me more about this on friday.


Just when I had finished this text I got that pressure over my chest, that makes it difficult to breathe. They sure are here, observering every step I take. And they don't like that I am writing about it.

Calmer

It's soon Christmas time and I cant help looking backwards and thinking about what have happend this year. For sure it has been a huge diffrence. The ghostly attacks on my body while sleeping are gone and it feels like the scratches will disappear compleatly. Long time since I had any.

But - I can still feel that high pitched beep tone in my ears sometimes. Although it has become much more silent. It's like "they" are trying to find a frequency that I don't hear, so that I won't understand that they are still observing me. Because everytime I get that signal, I mentally try to block it out - letting it bounce away in another direction. And I notice - it sure disturbs them...

Tonight, for the first time ever, I got that signal in my ear while sleeping. It got my attention and I immediately was awake and let it bounce away. But then I heard a strange noice, like voice or something, before it went away. Could it be that I am able to pic up sounds/voices from other dimensions while in that sleep state? Well anyway, I am sure that they (who ever they are) still are watching over me, all the time. And I hate that!

Red dot marking

I have a collegue at my work who has experienced strange stuff too. Today we talked about UFOs and things like that. And guess what - she got that high pitched beep tone in her ear and we both feel that pressure that makes it hard to breathe.

- They are observing us, she said.

We have experienced this so many times while talking about thinks like aliens and UFOs. I can even feel it right now, while I am writing this post. It's like "they" (who ever they are) doesn't like me talking - or writing - about it. Have you experienced this to? Please leave a comment below.

Oh, almost forgot - woke up with this red dot my hand this morning. I have got similar dots before, looking more like needle marks. And once three in triangular shape right above one of my ovaries - that one was the weirdes - no blood but clearly like holes in the skin! 

Not my children!

I used to say that the "hauntings" begun in 2008, but now I say they started much earlier. I actually think that I have experienced strange things all my life.

In june 2008 I bought my old apartment. Shortly after the hauntings began. I moved to my mothers house and then I rent a small apartment until 2010 when I bought my new flat. During that period lots of strange things happened. I got scratch marks, stick marks and my electric equipment acted strange. I also felt a strange presence around me most of the time. I could feel it against my arms, like that static feeling you can get when you are close to a TV.

Well, anyway... during this time I had a dream about that blonde little child. He stood in front of me and I can't remember the surroundings, just that everything around was white. Like we were in a white room. This child was, as I now can remeber, about 7 years of age. He had blonde hair, brown eyes and a green sweater. He just smiled at me and something said that this was my child. But I said no, I only had one child and this was NOT my child. I could not be! The next second everything was gone, and I cannot remember anything more.

Some months later a had another dream like this, now showing me a child that looked like a twin to my daughter.

I have read about others (abductees) who have had dreams like this. But what does it mean? Is it just dreams, just fantasies - or something else?

Have I met aliens as child?

Last month my mother found a sketch that I made when I was child. I guess I made it somewhere between 1965 and 1967.

I think it shows myself playing with a bucket in the sand. Then an angel shows up and we both disapear. Only two stars are showed. Then something that reminds me of the UFO I saw in 1977 and 1978. Or is it the moon? Next picture shows me and a tall man (with a beard - or is it a helmet?). And then me and the angel going away.

I think the first sketch shows a place at our familys country house, where we used to spend all weekends and summers. I loved that place, although I have had many nightmares about it. I have dreamed about UFOs and strange ships in the sky above the sea. I also had dreams about trying to hide or run away. I also remember thinking that a dark sky ment that "something" was coming. And when I heard that beep tone (high pitced) in my ears I know I said: "Now they are coming". But what did I mean? Who where "they"? Anyway, who is the tall man with beard? And the connection to an angel, stars and the moon/UFO? A sumerian angel?

Under the first sketch I have drawn "ABÅLO 20" which means Apollo 20, but that wasn't sent up until 1976 and I did this drawing somewhere between 1965 and 1967!

And then a picture of me looking at the stars in a window and the angel again.

So what does this sketch show? Did I see an UFO in my childhood? And why Apollo 20?

Links
An alien spaceship on the moon

UFO DOCUMENTARY : Alien Spaceship on The Moon Flyover Before landing Apollo 20 Full 2015

Update:
I just found this interesting post: Childhood visitor from the sky Could we have experienced the same thing, being visited by some kind of aliens? I also reminds me of that I often wondered if my parents really were my real parents.

Orbs in my home

At Christmas Eve 2007 I caught the first orb in my old flat, but I didn't notice it until about one year later - when the hauntings had become real bad.

In November/December 2007 I started to hear the strange low frequency sound in my apartment. I was only heard during night and I think that it was the sound that dragged all the spirits to the house... About the same time the orbs started to appear on my photos.



This wing orb is unusual because I only got it on picture once. The other orbs were round.

Doesn't it look like a very small white bird?

Scared of darkness

When I was a child I was so afraid of darkness. I always slept with my head under the coat/cover and I tried not to breath, not to move - because then "they" maybe would belive that I was dead and leave me alone. Because I was sure that "something" was in my room.

I remember that I once woke up under my bed, not remebering how I got there.

I have had many nightmares about being in a dark room and desperatly trying to turn the light on, but the switches doesn't work. But this wasn't only nightmares. Maybe they were true? Once my mother found me in bed with the lamp in bed. It had been hanging on the wall, so she was surpriced to find it in my bed.

My mother also found me in bed sometimes with nose bleed.

This last year I have been wondering if this could be signs of me beeing abducted.

Update:Just when I had written this and logged out from Blogger - I got that strange beep signal in my ear again. But I am not surpriced, writing about abductions... This happens almost everytime I write or talk about aliens and abductions. No doubt that I am being watched, but I go on trying to block the signal out, letting it bounce away from me. It seems like it works. But the next time the signal is weaker. So, "they" don't stop, they just change the signal a bit every time hoping that I won't notice it. But I do, and I get angry every time - because it doesn't stop.

"The Hum" in Sweden?

In 2007/2008 I heard it the first time, that strange humming sound.

First I thought it was a car outside the house, standing with it's motor on. But when I opened the window it was silent. The sound could only be heard inside the house!

I could only hear the sound during evening/nights, never daytime. Most of the time it started about 11 P.M and went on until about 6 A.M.

It got worse and it made me sick. I got heart problems, high blood pressure, nausea and ear problems. I left home and slept in my car and finally I had to move out.

At this time the hauntings began, but they followed me when I moved out.

But, what was that sound? What did it come from? Well, I found out that there was a company in the basement that had an EMF-lab. But, they said that they did their test during daytime and that it couldn't cause any disturbance. So, could I trust them?

I checked with the city council if there where any underground work/drilling around my house. But they said no. But they did some test in my apartment and they said that they could see that it was somekind of disturbance, but they couldn't locate the source.

So did that "hum" come from the company in the basement - or was there some kind of military operations underground? An underground tunnel to evacuate "important people" from Stockholm? Well obviously strange things are going on in Sweden:

Humming sound close to Sweden's largest lake, Vänern

Strange object in the sky over Sweden

The 10th September 2011 I saw a very strange object high up in the sky. I live at a place where I see a lot of planes everyday, but this one looked real different. Here are some of my pictures:

Anyone who have seen something like this? The light was real strong and it moved real fast. Could it have been some kind of rocket?

On Youtube I found this:

Comet Elenin Burning Up In Space

UFO in Peru? Amazing video of what is thought to be a meteorite blazing across South American sky

UFO (Over China)

UFO (Over Poland)

Fire in the Sky

Strange phenomenon

Fire in the sky, what the f....

Doesn't it look like it's the same kind of object? It has been seen over USA, Mexico, Peru, Brazil, China, Dubai, Australia, Poland, Latvia, Finland and Sweden.

Please check out Rod Hilderman's videos of Hologram Planes too