Dream about the Mothman

Yesterday my daughter told me about a scary dream.

She told me about a  about strange creature, looking like the Mothman! She has never seen a film or a picture about it, but her description was a perfect match. Actually it made me a bit worry.

How Multidimensional Therapy works

Multidimensional theraphy is really great. I wish I could explain it to you, but my english is just not that good. And this therapy is just something you must try yourself - to really understand it.

I would never had tried this myself, if I hadn't experienced all that hauntings that began in 2008. But what do you do when no one can help you? I called all kind of people for help; ghost hunters, dowsers, a priest... But nothing helped. The turning point was when a friend of mine told me about multidimensional theraphy.

So what is it all about? First you must understand that there are many dimensions and other beeings. We cannot see them, but it doesn't mean that they doesn't exist. You also have to understand that all you experiences, during all your life have big importance. If you have a traumatic childhood it will make you weak - IF you don't work with yourself! If you have had parents that not have given you love or protected you, you will be more vulnerable when you grow up. And - beeings from other dimensions will use your weakness.

You have to be aware of this - to be able to protect yourself and fight for yourself.

I have just begun, but I know there are still much more to take care of :-) I have become much stronger but still I get attacked sometimes. And I know that it is when something has made me weaker.

Problems at work
I haven't mentioned this earlier but I have had a tough time at work. My new boss is a mess, he lacks competence and he really needs others to back him up. Some of us saw this early and some left just shortly after he had arriwed. Well, last week I told him that I am looking for a new job and - he got panic! Then he got angry, very angry. But he couldn't talk to me. I found this very interesting, because that really showed how weak he was.

Shortly after that my boss started talking behind my back. A couple of days later I visited my therapist and told her about what happend.

Cleaning my aura
In multidimensional therapy the therapist can see how you aura looks and he/she can also see what other peoples thoughts, anger or fear can do to you. So it's not just about your own childhood, other peoples history can effect your your daily life too. If you have a collegue that has a lot of problems (that they had not worked on) it will affect you too. And now, during my therapy, my therapist  found A LOT that was connected to my boss!

It was like my boss had put invisible spider web (or ribbons) all around my body, to hold me to him. So that I would not leave, because he was dependent on me and my competence. I know it sounds crazy, but this is how it works when you look at relationships in a multidimensional way. It can be rather scary.

Well, my therapist manged to remove it all, but she said it really was as if my body was burried in all that web. When she worked on me we both could feel the coldness in the room. She said that my hearth chakra was closed because of this. (Interesting, because that was what an auyrvedic doctor told me 6 months ago.) She opened it up and I felt happiness. When she was finished I could feel the energy working in my body again, especially around my diaphragm. And I just felt so good! :-)

I know it can be difficult to believe in this. But if you just start to believe some of it, then you will understand what other peoples feelings can do to you and your health.

The interesting thing is that the other person, who had done this to you, can feel when the therapist takes the web/ribbons away from your body. They don't know what is going on, they just feel that something strange is going on. They can get worried for example. I know it, because I have experienced this before.

I will tell you more about this later.

Update:Just after I had published this post I got that beep tone in my left ear again...

It's getting worse...

This morning I got a new scratch mark, just under a nail on my left hand:

And just a short while ago I got a new one - on the other hand:

During this weekend I have been hearing strange sounds in my apartment again, as I did in the old one. It sounds like someone moves around things on the floor around my vaccum cleaner thats I have left in my living room.

It has been calm for long now, but now it feels like it is getting worse again.Why? Because I forced myself to visit my mother? Or is it because I right now am suffering from some kind of real bad pain in my body (around my pelvis) that makes me so exhausted. Weaker chakra?

Well I don't know, I just know "they" are around me again - and they are NOT frendly...

Does strong feelings make us more vulnerable?

On Thuesday I went to see my mother. I really didn't want that, because our relationship has never been good, but... I felt that I had to. And afterwards - I got problems again.

I felt as my whole body was against it, but you know... somtimes we just do things we don't want, to help others.

My relationship with my mother has never been good. She has done a lot of bad things to me during my life and there were many years when we didn't have any contact at all.Today she is over the 80ies but still she has much anger inside. She wants to be in the center of the world, all the time, and if other people don't give her the confirmation she wants - well then she can get very angry. Actually I thing her anger is her driving force in life.

My terapist, who had helped me with that multidimensial therapy, has warned about having contact with my mother. She has told me that the scratches I have are connected to my mother. And I also have been told things about beeings from other dimensions and their contact with my mother.Well I have had very hard to belive in all that. But maybe she is right, because it's like my mum sucks all energy out of me every time we meet. And it's like I pick up her bad energy and become frustrated and angry myself when I meet her.

Well, this time I brought with me some food and other stuff - but she made me so frustrated that I ended up with headache and like flashes in my eyes (Migrane?). So I (and my daughter) left her apartment rather qucikly.

Just 30 minutes later I got a scratch mark on one of my fingers and shortly after my daughter got a scratch mark too.

So how does it work? Does strong feelings (like anger and frustration) make us like magnets to bad energies/beeings from other dimensions? Or does those feelings just make us more vulnerable? Maybe the visit at my mums house made my aura weaker? Well, again I have found that strong feelings are connected to these paranormal attacs.

Three in a row

Last Sunday I woke up with these marks on my right leg, close to the foot. I felt the pain as soon as my feet touched the floor. I was so surpriced, could I really have done this to myself during sleep? Or did I get it while I walked in the wood the day before?

And look at the 3 dots. I have seen that markings before, on myself and on my daughter. But they were smaller then, just like acupuncture marks.

The 3 dots reminds me of Orion's Belt, that I have seen a lot during this winter.

 

Healing old trauma

I have got many questions about the therapy I have been going through since August 2010, so today I will write some about that.

Well, my therapist call it Multidimensional therapy and it is very difficult to discribe it shortly. But it is much about healing the past. She has used hypnotherapy sometimes, but most of the time we just talk and after that she starts working on my body - on different levels. My therapist is a phsychic person who easily can see what's on my mind and that helps a lot. I guess we can say that she use her "third eye".

I have done "Birth regression" and that was very interesting.

The strangest things that had come up has been connected to that alien stuff. Like that picture of me laying on a table with aliens around... I still have difficult to connect to that, it's just to unbelievable. But my body says it's true...

She has also taken lots of things out of my body, like alien implants and - feelings. Things that have been holding me back. Sometimes it is hard to believe in it, but I really feel that it works. It makes a huge different afterwards.

I have learned how much childhood trauma can effect your daily life. But also that you can go back and heal it. I still work on this and I still have much strong feelings connected to the past and my mother. There is a lot of anger. But even if this is hard work it has made me so much stronger. It has also helped me to handle all that paranormal stuff that has been happening to me. If you have "wounds" from your childhood - it will make you more vulnerably to paranormal attacs from other dimensions. But healing the past (and becoming aware of the existens of beeings from other dimensions) makes you stronger. If you are not aware, well then you will be like a Swedish Smorgasboard! :-)

Have your read Alberto Villoldos book about Shamanic healing? I just love that book! Maybe it's because I always been so interested in indians and healing. What I would like to say is that the therapy that I am using is very much like the work that shamans do.

New scratch marks

Since my daughter came home one week ago we both have got some scratch marks.

First I got these 3 on my left hand.

Then I got one scratch mark on my left tumb and two days later I got a new one on the same tumb.

I am not scared at all, I am just so tired of it.

Buzzing sound in ears

Gosh! Again I have found information that makes me realize that strange stuff had been going on for almost all my life.

In 1998 I got divorced and moved with my little daughter to another apartment. I remember a night when she suddenly woke up and screamed that someone had pushed her in her stomach. I said that she must have dreamed. But she was conviced that it was for real and I remembered the "dreams" about that scary visits in my bedroom months earlier - so I began to wonder what was happening around us. I mentally told the presence to go away.

About six months later another strange thing happend. I woke up in the middle of the night with a strange buzzing sound in my head that went from my left ear to my right and then back again, on and on. I felt sick and scared and wondered what was happening to me. This strange thing happened always at night, around 3-4 AM.

The doctors could find anything wrong with me, so maybe I just had some kind of ear infection... because suddenly it stoped.

Going back to my childhood, I sometimes got a hight pitced beep tone in my ears. But only in one at the time, and it only lasted for a minute or so. In 2008 I found that many people who had experienced paranormal stuff also had heard this beep. Some even said it was connected to aliens. So I began to do my own research. I tried to block the sound out mentally and found that it worked! And then it started to change pattern. It was obvious for me that there was some kind of intelligence behind that SIGNAL.

And today - I found this interesting text on Dave Hodriens blog. He writes this about a woman who also have experienced some real strange (alien?) stuff:

"In the months after Steve left, on occasion Rachel would experience a sudden loud buzzing sound in her head. It would sometimes take place when she was lying in bed and almost dropping off to sleep. At other times it would occur during the night and she would wake up. She would actually feel it moving through her head from one side to the other, and sometimes back the other way. The effect would always be the same, no matter which way she was lying. Before the noise occurred, Rachel would become very alert that something was about to happen, and then she would hear it."

Sounds exactly like my experiences in 1998, after I had got divorced... This woman also got some strange markings on her body. Four small dots in a line, which reminds my of my daughters 3 small dots in a line on her foot. And I got one dot on the same spot.

So - are we all having contacts with aliens? Is that what has been going on for whole my life, it just took me forty years to understand.

Read more about Rachels exeriences here
Read about alien implants in ear
Read about about close encounters and strange sounds here (Graham Hancock site)
Read more about Ear tones here
 

New markings on my body

It has been rather calm, but this week I woke up with a small pin dot mark on my left arm. It looked like an nedle mark or as if it was from an insect. Winter and  - 14 C outside, could I have an insect here? Well maybe.

Next day I noticed another small bleeding stick mark on my left hand.

And today I woke up with two small scratch marks at my right hand.

OK, my skin is extremly dry right now because of the cold outside, but these marks are not because of dry skin.





Thoughts

I already know that strong feelings make me more vulnerable and yesterday was a bit hard, because of my daughter who has some problems at school. .And it made me sad. I had problems to fall asleep because of that. I had so many thoughts about her - and my own life as single mum. So I guess it in some way made me weak - and more vulnerable for the paranormal attacs. Will it be like this the rest of my life?

Carissas experiences

Wow, today I found a real interesting site about body markings and ear tones! On the website "In 2 Worlds" Carissa writes about many things that I have experienced myself.

Carissa write about her bruises on arms and legs, things that I have experienced myself. I have even got the bruises on the same places as her!


She also talks about ear tones/ringing and that is exactly what I have experienced since I was child! But it wasn't until 2008-2009 that I understood that this was not normal and probably connected to aliens/interterrestial beeings.

The first time I tried to block this signal/ringing out (mentally) I noticed that it really worked, but it came back shortly after and then I blocked it out again. I was happy that I have found I method that seemed to work. But after some time the signal came back, but with changed freqency. Actually everytime I blocked it out it became quiter/weaker. It was like someone tried to find a freqency that I couldn't hear. But I always know when it happens, because I can feel the pressure too.

Carissa writes about scratch marks on the chin too. I got it the first time in 1987-88, but by then I thought that I just had scratched myself while sleeping. It wasn't untill 2008 when I got marks all over my arm that I understood it was something paranormal. Even my daughter and my mother got scratches then. We still get them, but not so often as before and mine has gotten much smaller.

Carissa also have some interesting things to say about numbers. That is a thing that I had noticed just lately, that some numbers seems to show up often. So I will be more observant now and start to document it.

She also talk about strange sounds from her closet, which reminds me of my own experiences from my bedroom closet in 2009. Since we moved to that old apartment my daughter was always afraid of her closet and wanted the door to be closed. Once (in 2009) when I painted it inside I got scratch marks on my arm!

Carissa's website In 2 Worlds