Scratched after helping my daughter

I really wonder what kind of evil forces I am dealing with. Now it has gotten worse again.

My teenage daughter has been a bit depressed for some time. And that isn't strange; we have been haunted (more or less) since 2008 and moved around a lot. And last year I got cancer. And beside this she has had some trubbles with her fathers new wife.

Well anyway, I thought it was time to take her to my therapist, who works with multidimensial healing. She is really extraordinary because she can read other peoples minds. My daughter has difficult to talk to others about what's bothering her, so I knew my therapist could help her better than anyone else.

So on tuesday we went to see my therapist. I waited outside. After one hour my daughter came out. She had been crying but I could see that she was happy and on our way back home she was smiling and said that it felt good and that she wanted to visit the therapist again. I was so happy to hear that and that night both of us slept good!

But the next morning when I was preparing our breakfast I felt pain on my left finger - and found a 2,5 cm long scratch mark!

No doubt about it - this was because of the visit at my therapist. I understood that "they" (who ever they are) don't want us to become aware, they don't want us to be healed. So they try to scare us, to take control over us. The same thing have happend to me when I started my therapi, the scratches got worse and I got deeper bleeding wounds. Then it got better while the therapy proceeded.

Later that day (Wednesday) I went swimming and I noticed a 6 cm long scratch mark on my left leg. I probably got it in the morning, at the same time as the scratch mark on my left finger but I didn't notice it until I stept into the pool.

So, it is obvious; "they" are angry at me because I am trying to help my daughter. That's why I got these scratch marks.

I just wonder; am I dealing with aliens, demons or something else?


Update:
Next day I got two more scratches on my fingers. So I guess "they" are here to stay a couple of days...
 

Worse again

I don't know what is going on, but lately the problems with scratch marks have been worse.

Maybe it's because I have been weaker. I have been ill and at the same time I have had some problems with my boss at work. So I guess I've been a bit sad. Same thing with my daughter. I don't know why but she too has been sad lately. And - she has got a strange bruise on her arm. She has also talked about strange dreams about beeing followed and about "men in black". And I have got several scratches on my hands and - on one toe. I have also felt that tingeling feeling on my head (open crown chakra?) that I used to feel before when spirits where around...

I wonder; does our mental state (sad, depressed) make us more vulnurable for paranormal attacs? Or - do we get depressed BECAUSE OF these strange visitations?

Or... is it because of the dowser? We had contact some weeks ago and since that day I have feelt that it has gotten worse with the scratches.

Anyway, I really wonder who they are... those who have been hurting us for almost five years!

Related link
In2Worlds - read about Clarissas experiences of bruises (pictures!)

Raped by aliens?

Today I will tell you about something that I have only told one friend. It happend in 2009.

As I have written before the hauntings began in 2008. That's when me and my daughter got the first paranormal scratches. Our electric equipment in the apartment went crazy and strange sounds were heard. We left and moved in to my mothers house, but that didn't help - the hauntings followed us.

In 2009 (before I sold the apartment) I got help from some ghost hunters and a priest. I could really feel a huge diffrence, the air felt much lighter. So we moved in again. That night I slept on the floor in my daughters room, right beside her bed. Suddenly I woke up with pain-  in my rectum. It felt like somehing was pushing it's way up through my behind all the way up to my stomach! The pain was terrible and I was so scarred. What the hell was happening!?

My daughter slept through the whole night and I never told her about what I had experienced. But the pain in my body didn't go away for two days.

A couple of months later we moved to another apartment, temporary. One night the same thing happend - again!

So what was it? During that time I had contact with a dowser. He believed that it was spirits comming into my body. Well, I have never experienced something like that before or after. I felt as if I was raped, but it was also a feeling of that something forced it's way in to my body and to my stomach, to stay there. About two years later I got ovarian cancer. I wonder if there was a connection...

Anyone else who had experienced this - or have heard about something like this?

Dreaming about Parasites...

Two months ago I went to rehab for cancerpatients, it was great. But while I was there I had such a strange and unplesant dream.

I dreamed that I was in that pool we used to swin in. But in my dream there was only very little water at the bottom of the pool and - there were lots of white worm-looking almost transparent things moving around. I thought: "Oh! I well never use that pool again".

When I came back home I had another dream like that. I dreamed that I walked in to my bedroom and saw all my bed was wet by water - and those worms, or what it was, crawling around on my bedsheets!

Next week I went to hospital and met another cancer patient. We talked about alternativ treatment for cancer and she told me that almost all cancer patients have parasites and that the parasites build like nests and that start up the cancer! What? I have never heard about a connection between cancer and parasites, but suddenly I begun to understand what my dream wanted to tell me.

The next day I contacted a well known nutrition specialist that I know, and she confirmed; there IS a connection between cancer and some parasites! She also told me about some products that could help to remove the parasites.

Two days ago I visited my therapist. I told her about my dreams and asked her to check me up multidimensial. She did some kind of distant check up and - found parasites in my blood. She also removed them from my body (multidimensial). I really hope I helped. Then she gave me an article about this, an article about Istvan Vig and his herbal drug Zervital, that is used to treat cancerpatients from parasites.

Well, isn´t this interesting? It feels like my dreams have led me into something real interesting!

Update:
Two weeks later I had a new dream about these worms/parasites. This time they were just under my skin and I removed them with a knife. They looked much as hook worms. Cannot understand why these dreams keep on following me.

 

Someone at my door?

Yesterday my daughter came back home from her father. Later that evening she showed me a strange mark on her left arm. It looked like someone had put a pressure on her arm, like several extravasation...

I took some pictures and will try to publish them here as soon as my stationary computer is repaired.

This morning I woke up at 04:50 AM because I have heard a door bell. I run up and looked through that little "check out hole" in the door. (Don't know the english word for this.) And to my surprice the light in the stairwell really was on - but there was no one there. And no sounds. Strange.  I looked out through my window, to see if anyone has left the building, but no - no one was outside. The next moment I looked out in the stairwell it was all dark again. (The light only goes on when you open your own door, or the elevator comes up.)

Have I just imagend, was the sound only in my dream? For a moment I thought about my childhood friend Ann, who i talked to yesterday. She told me that her father had died after two hearth attacks. Visited by a ghost? No, ghosts don't use to show up like that... using the door bell. Mostly they show themself in my dreams. And now my daughter sais she didn't hear any door bell. So... maybe it only was a dream anyway..or maybe we will get a visitor today? :-)

Who is ruling my life?

I know this sounds crazy, but for many years I have felt that I have no controll of my life... that it's like someone is interferring all the time. And this feeling has become stronger for every year.

In 1998 my boss at work said to me that I should write a book about my life, because I have had so much bad luck and gone trough so many extreme things. And how many strange things haven´t happend since that day!

Often these "bad things" comes in periods/cycles. I can almost feel that; now its beginning again... And right now - I'm just in middle of a cycle like that. Electric equipment has stoped functioning, my health is suddenly worse and other real bad things are happening. And - I have got scrathes every day.

My friends cannot believe it's true, all strange things that are happening in my life. So, is it just "bad luck"? I dont think so.

When the hauntings began in 2008 I got some help from that dowsing man. He really work with some strange methods. I remember he talked about grey and dark clouds, that are invisible for us. He also talked a lot about invisible strings that are attached to us and used to controll us, strings that goes to other "beeings", other forces. Sometimes he helped me to cut these kind of strings, and I could notice a relif.

So, do we live in a Matrix? Are we just like puppets on a string?

Sometimes I can feel like I'm in some kind of experiment, like "they" are testing me and how much I can handle. Maybe they are feeding on my feelings, so they WANT me to be sad/upset?

Beep signal after watching videos

Two days ago I watched this interesting video about abductions. When I went to bed I got real disturbing ringing in my right ear. This time it was almost impossible to "bounce it away", as I use to. I guess that mean that "they" didn't like that I watched this video.

Gosh! I am so tired of this. It happens everytime that I go out searching for information about aliens and UFOs  - or when I talk to others about alien stuff! A friend of mine have the same experience.



Here is another interesting video, about ringing in ears:

Movies like this really makes me scared

Today I found this clip at the blog Ufos and Alien Abductions i LA. I don't know why but I think this scene is very scary. Maybe because it reminds me of something?

In 1997-98 I had two scary experiences in my bedroom. They seemed so very real but I told myself it was only dreams. It wasn't untill recently that I understood that it must have been real experiences. I have written about it here.

I belive that I have had experiences like this when I was child. I remember feeling the presens of some kind of beeings in my bedroom and that I was very scarred. I tried to play dead. Once I woke up under my bed. I don't remember seeing anything, but some things came up during hypnosis last year.

Safe places underground

I guess you all heard about it; that USA, Canada, Norway and several other countries are building safe areas underground. But is it really true - and is there enough place for all of us? 

I think it was in 2008 when I first heard about that seed vault in Spitzbergen, Norway. I also found information about safe bases (underground) in other countries.

During that time I started having problems in my home. Strange low frequency sounds were heard inside my apartment but I could not locate it.  Then I began getting strange scratch marks. All my electric equipment went crazy and I really felt that my apartment  was haunted. Ghost hunters who came to my home said that they believed that the ghosts came to the house because of that low frequency sound. It was as a light house that attracted all ghosts in the area to my house, they said.
I did some research I found out that there was an EMF in the basement of my house and I believed that the disturbing noice come from that place. I contacted that company but they denied that the sound came from them... so I gave up and moved out.

Well, I got away from that terrible low frequency sound, but... the hauntings followed me where ever I went. I got bleeding scratch marks on my hands and body and my daughter and mother were attacked too.

Anyway, when I lived in that old apartment I also heard so underground explosions almost everyday but I knew there weren't any buildings/constructions going on in that area. I really tried to check it up, but no one seemed to know anything about any drillings or so underground. They were building a new train tunnel close to the Royal Castle, but I lived far away from that area. So nothing could explain the underground explosions that I heard. Maybe they were building safe places under Stockholm too?

In the USA they seems to have been building safe places underground since the 90ies:



I get the feeling that something is going on. That our governments knows more than they are telling us. And that they are preparing for some kind of cathastrophe. Is it for sun/solar storms or that polar shift? Or is it something else, something connected to extraterrestials?

Well, this maybe is just a fake, but it's scary:



I have seen UFOs 3 times; in 1977, 1978 and - in 2008, shortly after the hauntings started.  Isn't that a bit strange? Maybe there were not just ghost haunting me, maybe there were aliens too? And maybe they have been after me my whole life, but I took me almost 50 years to understand it.

More scratches

These last 2-3 weeks I have noticed several scratch marks on my hands. Mostly on the fingers on my right hand.

The scratches are smaller and not as deep as they were two years ago, that feels good. But it still bothers me why this still is going on - and where they come from. Animal spirits? Ghosts? Aliens?

This past two weeks I have also noticed that the beep tones in my ears have come more frequent. And it keep on changing after every time I have "bounced it away". When I was child this tones/ringings were quite loud and they lasted for more than 30 seconds. But since I started to kick them away mentally in 2010 the signal has changed and become weaker every time. Isn't that strange? It's like someone tries to change the frequency so that I will not notice it. Well, I do notice it. Everytime. And I still get angry when I hear it. I try to block it out mentally - and it works. It goes away immedately after only 2 seconds. But then it comes back after a couple of days again, but weaker. Now I can almost hear the signal, but still I feel that pressure in my ear so I notice it anyway.

Since I wrote this post earlier today I have got 2 more scratches. I am not surpriced. I cannot talk or write about... Do you experience this kind of signals in your ears? And have you ever tried to block them out mentally? If you have - did you make any difference? Please write a comment below.