Nadine Lalich's experiences

Today I found this interesting video with Nadine Lalich:

Seems like we share many experiences:

• She describes the feeling of one alien touching her back/spine, something that I have experienced many times. It feels like my back/spine is my weakest body part when it comes to this kind of events. (I think it can work like some kind of portal.)
• She also have had "dreams" about airports with military personel and UFOs.
• She has had scars on her arms like me.
• Bleeding nose. (I got that during many nights as a child)
• She has also heard that humming sound. I had it in my old apartment.
• We both have had dreams about descruction and cathastrophes in the future.
• We see numbers like 1111 appearing on nearby clocks.
• We saw UFOs at the age of 16.
• We have had dreams about children. (But mine didn't look alien.)

While writing this post I have had beeping tones in my left ear...

Scary dream and body marks

Everything is just dark and I am so afraid. I lie in the bed between my parents. I am just a child. I don't know if my parents are awake or sleeping. Or paralysed. I just know that something is coming and they won't be able to protect me.

Suddenly I hear a strange sound. It's like the sound from a small remote controlled "thing" and it is moving around in the apartment. Searching. 

Oh God, please... No... I  am so afraid...


This is the dream that woke me up earlier this week. I was so shocked so I had to turn the lamp on and read a book, just to get that dream out of my mind. Couldn't go back to sleep for hours.

Next day I thought about it, because it was so strong, and felt so real. I have had dreams like that before. About something coming into our home during the night - and there is nowhere to hide.

When I took a shower that day I noticed scars on both my feet, inside the ankles - at the same high. Weird. And today when I publish this - it is exactly one year today since I wrote about a similar dream; Hiding from intruders.

Woke up with cuts

Today I woke up with several cuts (or small scratches) on my hands. I haven't had any weird dreams or experiences during the night so it was strange.

I still cannot figure out where they come from, but the source must be some kind of evil spirit. Or have I pissed someone off? ;-) Well watch this video:

Update May 15th, 2015:
Ghost Attacks: How Do We Explain These Mysterious Spectral Scratches?

What's the "trigger"?

It has been calm for a long time, but now I have had a "visitor" here again.

A week ago I began reading about UFO stuff again and before I went to bed I thought about astral travelling. Maybe I was a bit bored, because I said to myself that I would be fun if I could "make a trip" during the night.

I fell asleep and I had so many vivid dreams! In one of them I met an older man and suddenly I got that unpleasant feeling of burrowing fingers in my back. I woke up immediately!

The feeling of paralysis combined with that poking in my back and waist - it has happend to me so many times. Sometimes I am paralysed and everything is just black. Other times I have seen a human beeing just before it happens. I have also had strange huge insects (like praying mantis) jumping on my back while asleep. But I haven't had those experiences for several moths. Now suddenly it started all over again. It's almost like someone (from another dimension) grabs me. But as soon as I wake up everything is gone.

A couple of days later, just before Easter, I did a huge housecleaning. When it was done I noticed a scratch mark on my finger - a typical paranormal scratch mark. 

Since 2008 I have got several scratch marks while doing larger housecleaning and using my vacuum cleaner. Obviously "something" doesn't like me running around and cleaning every corner of the apartment - or "something" just doesn't like the sound of the vacuum cleaner... 

Anyone else who have experienced this? An invisible "guest" that hates house cleaning?

I am sorry for my bad english, but I do my best ;-)

In the vibrational state?

Tonight I have had a very strange experience AND strange dreams.

Yesterday I was so sad, because of my daughter, and I had hard to fall asleep.

Then, suddenly, I felt my whole body start to vibrate. I got so afraid, I thought I was going to die! The vibration was so intense and I felt that I had to brake it. I tried to scream. Next moment I have a strange dream about beeing locked in with an insane man and beeing in some kind of institution. My feet were battered and full of wounds. And I didn't know how I ended up there, or who I was. A really scary dream. Two other strange, but very detailed dreams followed.

When I woke up I understood that I probably had been in a vibrational state (in my energy body)  just before that dream. You can get into this state before you have an OBE (Out of Body Experience).  But I guess my fear prevented me from going further. Next time I will try not to be afraid and go with the flow/vibration...

Related links
How to Achieve Vibrational State: Your Step by Step Guide  
A Complete Guide to Astral Projection


 

More about numbers

Yesterday I had an appointment with my doctor. Guess what time? 11:10 AM. Almost 11:11. And today I got a letter from another doctor, he wants to see me next month, November 11th - 11/11. These numbers keep on showing up - every day!


Last week a woman told me that I have had spirits (relatives) around me since august, and that I should look for signs. Are these numbers some kind of sign?

I started to see the numbers 1234 in 2004. They showed up everywhere! But this last year the numbers have changed - now it's 1111.


Update January 23, 2015:

According to Uri Geller the 1111 phenomenon is "a positive awakening sign". 

Visited again

A couple of days ago I realized that something strange was going on - and tonight I was visited in my bedroom.

Last week I came home from hospital after another operation.  (I had to fix a gastrointestinal hernia after my cancer operation a couple of years ago). Since then I have had a lot of pain and I have also noticed strange things at home. Feeling that "coldness" that I've felt before, when I was haunted. I have also felt a strange shiver against my legs.

Yesterday I went to bed early, I was tired and I fell asleep almost at once. 

Suddenly I felt that poking on my right side. I was so tired so I tried not to care about it. The poking went to my left side. I was so tired but I tried to say; "Go away, leave me alone!". But the poking became more intense.

I got up. Tried to switch the light on, but it didn't work. And suddenly I realized; this have happend so many times before; that i wake up in the darkness, feeling that something is there, I am scared and try to turn the lights on - but I can't! I cannot turn the lights on!!

I go to the window, pull the thick curtains apart and - I'm chocked. My usual view over city is gone and I stare into another landscape! It's night but I cannot see the lights from the city - because outside there are only threes and some stars!

Oh... Then I realize... I am at our old country house! In my bedroom! I turn around and walk down the hall. Through the glassdoor to our dining room I see a very bright light coming from outside. What's that!!

Then I wake up. Shaky. I go up. Take a glass of water in the kitchen. Realize that it has started again, the visitors that comes during the night and poke me. The visitors that I cannot see. I go back to the bedroom. It's about 11 PM and I grab a book. I read it for about an hour, then I fall asleep again. When I woke up the next day I noticed that the clock beside my bed showed the wrong time (- 2 hours). Strange, it has been calm for several months and now suddenly it's like it has started all over again.

Update:
Two days later I visited my therapist. She did some body work on me. She said that the operation made me "open up" again. She managed to "close the door" and now it's calm again. No visitors. 

The Arcons - feeding on our emotions

It's said that the gnostics warned us about the Archons a long time ago.  But who are they - the Archons?

The american author John Lash talks about the Archons as some kind of inorganic spieces, or energy form, that cannot live on Earth. But they are envy of us and they interfere in our lifes and feed on our fear. They are what we call "aliens", mind parasites that abduct our souls by night.

Another man who knows alot about the Archons is Robert Stanley.

When I heard about this the first time I felt that this could fit into my own experiences.

Remember what I wrote about"The Alien Council"? Something strange that I experienced dureing a hypnotherapy session. I was about beings who couldn't exist on Earth, but they wanted to observe our planet through me. Weird? Yes. And how about all my other strange experiences; the strange bruises, scratches, the beep tones in my ears, the hauntings in my home...? And all the extreme bad luck in my life? Someone, or something, must be behind all this.

”Man has a glowing coat of awarness which the predator eats,
leaving just the bare minimum of ”consciousness stuff” for man to remain physically live.
The predator ”milks” man through arranging for constant trouble and
crisis and senseless preoccupation, so as to generate flashes of awareness
that it then proceeds to eat.”

 

Related Links
Press Release from Robert M Stanley 
Red Ice Creations
Metahistory


 

New scratch mark

Three days ago I went to my therapist for a healing session. As soon as I entered her clinic I got a small scratch mark on a finger. I guess "someone" doesn't like when I dig in these strange events.

We talked about my memories of strange examinations. Why do I feel that something is going on in my "Dreams", but I cannot see anything? That is so strange. Why is everything black? My therapist asked me if I thougt I have blocked that out from my memory or - if I'm not allowed to see. I don't know, but maybe "they" just don't want me to know what they are doing?


Update:
Oops! Published at 11:11. Here we have those numbers again!
 

What have they done to me!?

Since that last session at my therapist, when she removed that unpleasant energy ball (from my mum) I have felt so relieved and happy. But four days ago I had a new nightmare.

In the dream I visited some kind of underground aquarium with my daughter. We were in a huge, dark room and my daughter went across that room to look at another aquarium. But when I was going to follow her I walked in to black FOG! Everything went black and I couldn's see anything at all!

In the darkness something, with metal, held me so tight that I couldn't move. I felt as if I was in some kind of sitting/hanging position. I could feel hard metal under my armpits. It was painful. I could also feel hard metal in the hollow of my knees. As I tried to move I got more stuck and it became more painful. It was as if I was told mentaly that I shouldn't move - then it wouldn't be so painful. So I just sat/hung there, without moving. And then I don't remember anything more.

The next day I was so tired, and the happiness I had felt the days before was gone.

What happend?!! And why does this strange things keep on happening, again and again? Completly blackness, but I FEEL that something is going on around me. And I can feel that hard metal! But what kind of entites are doing this to me - and WHY!?

Am I just in some kind of evil experiment?