July 14, 2011

Beep tone/signal in my ears

Sometimes I can hear a high pitched tone in my ears, it lasts for some seconds and then just go away. I have lived with this as long as I remember.

Once, when I was about 8 years old, I remembering saying to my mother;
"Now they're coming!"

I have no clue where I got that from, but I thought that the beep tone was some kind of sign - that something was coming. But then the years passed and I didn't think much about it. And when I grow older I just thought that I had some kind of hearing problem. So I got used to it.

When the hauntings began in my home (2008)  I started searching for information on Internet. I read everything I could find about ghosts, aliens and abductions. What really surpriced me was that many people who had experienced strange things connected to UFOs and aliens, hear this high pitched signals in their ears!

During the hauntings I got in contact with ghosthunters, mediums/psychics and dowsers. Some of them said that I was psychic myself and I got interested in knowing more about it. I almost became a ghostbuster myself and learned how to communicate with ghosts/spirits.

During 2009 I learned a lot about mind power. So when that beep/signa came I tried to block it out.  And - it worked!! The signal went away immediately. It was like the "sender" got confused and tried over and over again - and every time I blocked it out. Finally the signal got weaker.

A week later I had a strange dream, that I heard a kind of radiosignal and that someone was doing something with my head. Next day I heard the beep tone again. Did I get some kind of implant during the night?

I have had dreams like this before. Once I was in a strange white corridor and heard the sound from someone using a breathing equipment - then I saw an astronaut behind me! Real weird! The next second I lay on the floor with the austronaut and two women in white clothes around me. Everything turned black, but I could hear the radiosignals in different frequences in my head. It was like they were putting in a sender or something in my head!

Today the signal is much weaker, but I can feel the pressure in my ears instead. So I know that this (what ever it is) still is going on. And "they" know I am aware of it. 

I have noticed that the signal often comes when I am talking to someone about aliens and that kind of stuff. Today I got the signal when I looked at a video about acient indians and alien. (The signal came at 02:17)

So - who is sending this signal to me and why? Is it aliens trying to track where I am? Or are they just checking out what I am up to, what I know about aliens? Maybe it has something to do with the UFOs that I have seen during 1977, 1978 and 2008...

Mikael Kvist, and interesting swedish engineer and writer, has written books about healing, angels, earths cristal nets and other dimensions. He believes that this sound (in the ears) comes when aliens from other dimensions try to track our conciousness. He had also experienced strange paranormal things, as scratch marks. Sadly his books are not available in english and I have heard that something happened to him during 2008/09 so today noone knows what he is up to. But I can strongly recomend his books "Tidskrigarna" part 1 and 2 ("Time warriors").

Related Links:
Ear tones/ringings  (Real interesting information!!!)
Ear Implants, Ear Candles and Reptilians
Operation: Speak out (writes about these ringings in the ears)
High pitced tones in ears (discussions if it's spirits or just tinnitus)
High pitched ringing in my ears (more discussions on the same forum as above)
That Weird ringing that happens in one ear sometimes..huh?
UFO sightings with strange sounds worldwide, while radium called alien gift

Strange scratches on my body

It has been calm for a while now, but this morning I woke up with a new scratch mark on my left hand. So today I will tell you more about this marks that I've had since 2008 - or maybe even earlier...

I have already written about the first event in 2008, when I got several scratches all over my right arm when I painted a wall in my old apartment. Since that day the hauntings have followed me and my daughter, whereever we go. Even my mother has got scratch marks the night before we moved into her apartment. A psychic/medium in Spain that tried to help me also got scratches. So it seems like these forces/energies that are behind this can attac immidiately where ever you are.

My daughter got this v- or heart-shaped scratch in 2008 while we watched TV. In the beginning we thought that it was a ghost cat that caused the scratches, so maybe thats why she never got afraid. And I didn't want to scare her either, so I never told her about the information I found at Internet about this. I didn't want to upset her. And I have always been the one who got most of the scratches.

I have noticed that when I am sad or angry, the scratches get worse. It's like I get mor vulnerable then. Or am I food to a entity that feed on strong feelings? Some people mean that.

I strongly feel that there is some kind of intelligence behind this, because I many times have got these scratches right after I had done or said something special. It's like "someone" wants to show me that they have control over me. But - it doesn't want to communicate.

I have got most of the scratches on my fingers and they are painfull. Here is one that I got during the winter 2009, although I did wear a glove. The glove had no marks, only my finger... (So are these marks made in another dimension or to my etherical body? I have understood that many people has experienced the same; the marks appears UNDER the clothes you are wearing, without distroing them.) Just a day or two later I got a new scratch mark, just above the first one.

During a six month period I visited a psychic therapist to get help with these paranormal scratches. She told me that I had to make my aura stronger, to protect myself from these attacs. And the only way to do that is to heal my childhood, through therapy. Much of my problems are connected to my family and our bad relationship, she said. Especially my mother. And it is true, my mother has really caused a lot of bad things in my life.

Anyway, this therapist did some kind of strange birth regression and hypnosis therapy with me and said that I have had aliens around me all my life... That could explain my strange dreams (and memories?) about aliens. And... I have seen UFOs 3 times. Last time, in 2008, my daughter saw it too.

In the beginning these scratches scared the hell out of me, but now I am not afraid anymore - and that helps. Today I don't get them so often and they are very small.

Do you get scratches too?
If you want to get in contact with me and know more about this and some usable methods? Please leave a message below. It will not be published if you don't want. That's the best way to get in contact with me. 

Related links:
Unexplained scratches appearing on body (Posts on MedHelp)



June 28, 2011

Tortured to death?

I think it was in the 1990 when a friend of mine said that I should try regression therapy. She told me about her own experiences, so I really got a bit curious and wanted to try it myself.

I visited a well know early life therapist to try this, but nothing happend. I was a bit disapointed, but she said that I could try another therapist and so I did.

During the next regression I was told how to relax in all my body and after a while I started to feel a strange tingeling in my face. I got so excited so told the therapist about it, but as soon as I had done that the sensation disapered! Oh gosh, I was so disapointed.

But something DID happen - afterwards. That night I had a terrible nightmare. I dreamed that I was kidnapped by a man and I was not the only one, I got a glimse of two or three other women. I remember that one of them was black. I was laying down on some kind of table, I think I was druged because I couldn't move. A man stod beside me and I knew that he was going to hurt me. He did look nice and I think he had beard. He cut me with a knife deep in my left arm, and everything turned black.

In the next scene I cannot see myself, I just KNOW that I am dead and that my body is cut to pieces. It's like parts of my body are stored in some kind of metal cabinet. I see a black coffer on a metal stretcher. I can see the coffer so clear, it looks old and has a thin gold line painted around it. That's the last thing I remember.

When I woke up I was so shaken because it all felt so real. For some reason I got the feeling that it had have happend in USA, maybe in a cottage near water. Could it have been in another life, from earli 1960ies, or earlier? Was the man a mass murderer?

I didn't think about that dream until recently, when I met that psychic therapist. At my first visit she asked if I had done an early life regression. Yes, I said. Then she said that the regression wasn't ended in a proper way, as if I wasn't taken out of it in a proper way. At the next session she held her hands over my left arm and said that she "saw" deep marks in my arm, like I had been tortured! That made me remember the dream i had 20 years ago, after that regression. Maybe it wasn't it just a dream? Maybe it was a glimpse of another life?

When I was about 4-5 years old I remeber I had lots of pain in my left arm. My mother knited a thing that I had around my arm, because she thought that I had some kind of reumatic deseace. But the doctors didn't find anything wrong. I still can feel a strange feeling in my left arm. Sometimes pain, sometimes just like "things" are moving around inside. Do my body/soul remember something from another life?

I have always been afraid of sharp knifes. And I have a big need of feeling free and not locked in. It's like I need to move around (to diffrent jobs, diffrent houses...).

A psychic therapist that I have been seeing since August 2010 said that maybe it's no coincidence that most of my paranormal scratches are on my left arm/hand. Maybe I have a weakness there from another life, because of what happend then...

An owl!?

It has been calm for a long time now, but yesterday I started to feel that tingeling on my head again. Like something is crawling in my hair. And now I feel it even more. I don't know why it has started again.

Just when I logged in here at Blogger I heard an owl, it was as the sound come from the room that I am sitting in. Right above my head. Very strange. But this is not new, I have had invisible owls around me before.

Two years ago when a dowser checked my old apartment on distance he said that he had found an owl. So I guessed he ment a ghost owl. The strange thing was that I just the night before that I did some EVP-recordings in the apartment and - I got something on the recorder that sounded just like an owl!

So... What does it mean? Why do I hear owls around me? And why have that tingeling feeling on my head started again? Has my crown chakra opened up again or am I visited by ghosts?

June 27, 2011

Seeing behind closed eyes

Actually I haven't thought much about this untill I read about some other people who had experienced this.

I think it happened the first time during 1997. I lay in my bed with closed eyes and it was totally black in the room. The suddenly I noticed that I saw my bed table and the things I had on it, through my closed eyelids. Everything was in grey shades, but I could see it - and I thought that it was very strange.

Next time this happend I think was during 2008, so it was a while ago...

Still don't know what to think about this. But I have noticed that strange things seems to happen in periods during my life. No I have been trying hard to "close myself down", so that i will not to feel this kind of things. And I believe it works :-)

June 24, 2011

Scary dreams about future events

Today I read about Johan Huibers, 60 from Netherlands, who had built own Noah's arch. He got the idea after having a nightmare in 1992. This makes me wonder how many people have had the same kind of scary dreams about the future.

During my life I have had some dreams that had become true. I have been dreaming about death in my own family and among celebrities.

Before I even got pregnant I dreamed that I held a premature child in my arms. Six months before I gave birth to my child I had a scary dream of what would happen at the birth. Everything was so clear, every detail, so I even told my husband about it and wrote it down. And - everything became truth! Exactly every detail!

In 2005 I had a dream about a bomb in an underground train. I even heard the word "Explosion". The next day I read about the bombs in London.

I also have had dreams about water and tsunamis. And in 2008/09 I had a scary dream about darkness and fire, feeling like it was the end of the world. I was seeing it through a window with two people/beings beside me. The next day I felt very strange and two times I thought that I was going to pass out. I still don't know what happened, it was just like a very strange feeling came over me and I had to sit down to not faint. The dream was like in Michael Jacksons "Earth Song", darkness and fire.

Now I haven't had that kind of dreams for a long time, and that feels good.

June 22, 2011

Strange bruises

I haven't only got strange scratches and stick marks on my body, I have also got bruises. This one I got in 2009, when I visited my mother and we talked about the hauntings in my apartment. I didn't feel any pain, but suddenly the bruise was there...

Now, when I look back in my past I remember that I have got strange bruises before - on my legs and arms.

June 20, 2011

Have I been abducted?

I found this on a web site about abductions; a test that could indicate that you have been abducted :-) Well, here are my answers in blue.

Ask yourself if you . . .

1. Have had missing or lost time of any length, especially one hour or more.
Yes

2. Have been paralyzed in bed with a being in your room.
Yes, at least three times

3. Have unusual scars or marks with no possible explanation on how you received them. Especially if you have an emotional reaction to them. (i.e. small scoop indentation, straight line scar, scars in roof of mouth. in nose, behind or in ears, or genitals, etc.
Yes, I have had scratches, a triangular marking on my stomach, stickmarks on my foot, bulbs on hands and in roof of mouth. My daughter has 3 bulbs behind one ear.

4. Have seen balls of light or flashes of light in your home or other locations
No, not that I remember

5. Have a memory of flying through the air that could not be a dream.
Well, I have dreamed about flyging through the air...

6. Have a "marker memory" that will not go away (i.e.: alien face, examination, needle, table, strange baby, etc.)
Yes, I don't like alien faces and I am scared of knifes. I have dreamed about meeting children that not were mine, although they said so...

7. Have seen beams of light outside your home, or come into your room through a window.
No

8. Have had dreams of UFOs, beams of light, or alien beings.
Yes, I have had dreams about UFOs - but not about aliens

9. Have had a UFO sighting or sightings in your life.
Yes, three times and always with another witness

10. Have a cosmic awareness, an interest in ecology, environment, vegetarianism, or are very socially conscious.
Yes

11. Have a strong sense of having a mission or important task to perform, without knowing where this compulsion came from.
Yes

12. Have had unexplainable events occur in your life, and felt strangely anxious afterwards.
Yes,  especially since 2008

13. For women only: Have had false pregnancy or missing fetus. (Pregnant, and then not)
Well, I have experienced some problems here...

14. Have awoken in another place than where you went to sleep, or don't remember ever going to sleep. (i.e. upside down in bed, or in your car)
Yes, as I child I woke up under my bed once and thought it was very strange. Don't know how I got there.

15. Have had a dream of eyes such as animal eyes (like an owl or deer), or remember seeing an animal looking in at you. Also if you have a fear of eyes.
No

16. Have awoken in the middle of the night startled.
If "startled" means "scared"; my answer is yes

17. Have strong reaction to cover of Communion or pictures of aliens. Either an aversion to or being drawn to.
Yes!!!

18. Have inexplicably strong fears or phobias. (i.e. heights, snakes, spiders, large insects, certain sounds, bright lights, your personal security or being alone).
Yes, I don't like spiders and low frequency sounds.

19. Have experienced self-esteem problem much of your life.
Yes

20. Have seen someone with you become paralyzed, motionless, or frozen in time, especially someone you sleep with.
No, not that I know

21. Have awoken with marks, burns or bruises that appeared during the night with no explanation on how you could have possibly received them.
Yes, but most of the time I get them while I'm awake

22. Have had someone in your life that claims to have witnessed a ship or alien near you or has witnessed you having been missing.
Yes, I have had witness with me when I have been seeing UFOs

23. Have had, at any time, blood or an unusual stain on sheet or pillow, with no explanation of how it got there.
Yes, I had lot of problems with noose bleed when I was younger, and during 1997. My daugher has found a small blood mark on her night dress at her neck - but no wound at her skin...


24. Have an interest in the subject of UFO sightings or aliens, perhaps compelled to read about it a lot, or an extreme aversion towards the subject.
Yes

25. Have been suddenly compelled to drive or walk to an out of the way or unknown area.
Well yes, but not to an totally unknown are

26. Have the feeling of being watched much of the time, especially at night.
Yes, my daughter too

27. Have had dreams of passing through a closed window or solid wall
No

28. Have seen a strange fog or haze that should not be there
No

29. Have heard strange humming or pulsing sounds, and you could not identify the source.
Yes, but that was while I lived over an EMF-lab... and (I almost forgot) in 1998 when I got problems with my ears and had nausea.

30. Have had unusual nosebleeds at any time in your life. Or have awoken with a nosebleed.
Yes, many times in my childhood. My father have had same problem...

31. Have awoken with soreness in your genitals that cannot be explained.
Yes, I wake up feeling like a torpedo came in to my "behind" and travelled all the way up to my stomach. Real painfull! Happened twice during 2008-2009 when I had real problems with hauntings

32. Have had back or neck problems, T-3 vertebrae out often, or awoken with an unusual stiffness in any part of the body.
Yes, I have had neck- and back problems for many years

33. Have had chronic sinusitis or nasal problems.
Yes!

34. Have had electronics around you go haywire or oddly malfunction with no explanation (such as street lights going out as you walk under them, TV's and radios affected as you move close, etc.).
Yes

35. Have seen a hooded figure in or near your home, especially next to your bed.
Yes, in 1997

36. Have had frequent or sporadic ringing in your ears, especially in one ear.
Yes, as long as I can remember I have had it. Now I have started to block it out and it seems to work and since I started that the ringning had changed...

37. Have an unusual fear of doctors or tend to avoid medical treatment.
No, but I don't like dentists and I am afraid of knifes...

38. Have insomnia or sleep disorders that are puzzling to you.
Yes, I used to... but not now

39. Have had dreams of doctors or medical procedures.
Yes. In the 90is I tried regression, but nothing happended... until that night. I dreamed that a doctor was cutting in my arm and that I died. Was it in another life, I don't know... I have also dreamed about getting implants in my arm and needles put up in my upper mouth...

40. Have frequent or sporadic headaches, especially in the sinus, behind one eye, or in one ear.
Yes

41. Have the feeling that you are going crazy for even thinking about these sorts of things.
Yes :-)

42. Have had paranormal or psychic experiences, including intuition.
Yes

43. Have been prone to compulsive or addictive behavior.
Well yes, maybe addited to candy... :-)

44. Have channeled telepathic messages from extraterrestrials.
No

45. Have been afraid of your closet, now or as a child.
No, not afraid of my closet - because I had no in my room. But I was extremly afraid of darkness. My daughter was afraid of her closet during 2008-2009...

46. Have had sexual or relationship problems (such as a mysterious "feeling" that you must not become involved in a relationship because it would interfere with "something" important you must do).
Well, I am divorced... and I think I have given up thoughts about finding Mr Right...

47. Have to sleep against the wall or must sleep with your bed against a wall.
Yes

48. Have a difficult time trusting other people; Especially authority figures.
Yes

49. Have had dreams of destruction or catastrophe.
Yes, I have been dreaming about water, fire and darkness...

50. Have the feeling that you are not supposed to talk about these things, or that you should not talk about them.
Yes, but I don't care about that. If someone tries to stop me, I will just try harder :-) I always been like that.

51. Have tried to resolve these types of problems with little or no success.
Well, yes...

52. Have many of these traits but can't remember anything about an abduction or alien encounter.
Yes

June 19, 2011

Healed or druged?

Three times in my life I have experienced something very strange - and still I don't know what it was. If it was something good - or bad. 

First time I think was in 1988 when I was sad and lay crying in my bed, I don't remember why but I was very sad. Then suddenly I felt a very warm  nice caring (?) feeling, and I saw as somekind of White light behind my closed eyes. I didn't dare to open them because I felt that it all would go away then, so I just enjoyed that wonderful feeling - and I fell asleep.

Second time was in 1996, after a friend had died in a car crash. Again I lay in my bed crying. Same thing happend. Afterwards I talked to a friend about it, she said that she had experienced the same thing and that she thought she had been visited by her dead son.

Third time was in 1997 after a really scary event in my bedroom, when I felt an evil black hooded being beside my bed. I was paralysed and thought that I was going to die. I mentaly screamed that it should go away, and after a while it left. After it has gone I lay there awake in my bed feeling my heart still pumping fast. Then suddenly I got that warm feeling inside again, like a holy calm. Like someone poured warm water or something inside me from top to toe. Again I felt that should not open my eyes. And then I fell to sleep.

After that third time I asked myself if I maybe was visited by an angel, that gave me healing. But after reading about alien abductions here I began to wonder... Was I really helped/healed - or was I druged? I have got Morphin after an operation once, and I remember the warm good feeling I felt then. This was similar.

Anyone else who have experienced this?


Update February 12th, 2014:
Today found another woman today who had experienced this holy calm, read about her here.


 

The RH factor

When all strange thing started to happen in 2008 I started searching for information on Internet. And I started to read a lot about UFOs and aliens. That's when I read about my blood type and the connection with that and other strange events.

In 1987 I was told that I had the blood type RH- 0. The RH factor is the Rhesus (rhesus as in monkey) blood factor. If your blood tests positive for this, you have the factor in your blood. If you test negative, you do not have the factor in your blood. The RH factor is a protein found in the human blood that is directly linked to the Rhesus Monkey. My father also was RH-negative.

I have read that most people, about 85 percent, have RH-positive blood. That could support the idea that humans evolved or were derived from Primates. 15 percent of humans have RH-negative blood. If blood type is one of least mutable human characteristic, where did the RH negative come from? This question has puzzled scientists for years.

There is some evidence that suggests the RH-negative blood group may have appeared about 35,000 years ago. And the appearance was regional and seemed to, originally, be connected with certain groups/tribes of people.

Northern Spain and Southern France is where you can find some of the highest concentration of the RH-negative factor in the Basque people. If the RH-negative factor is a ‘normal’ presentation of blood, then why is there a problem when a mother of the RH-negative blood group gives birth to an RH-positive blood group baby. This Hemolytic disease, actually an allergic reaction, can cause death when the two different blood groups are mingled during pregnancy. When the antigenic substances attack the negative blood group it can destroy the blood cells. So why does the human body produce antigens to this blood type? Some people suggest that the blood group is alien...

There are certain similairites that occur to those having RH-negative blood - according to some who have it there are common patterns found, which include the following:

1. Predominance of green or hazel eyes that change color like a chameleon, but also blue eyes
I have blue eyes, but they change.

2. True red or reddish hair
Yes, I have a bit reddish in my hair.

3. Low pulse rate
Yes, I have been told I have that. 

4. Low blood pressure
Yes, I had that until 2008...

5. Keen sight or hearing
Yes, I had that since 1998...

6. ESP
Yes.

7. Extra rib or vertabrae
No, not that I know.

8. UFO connections
Yes, have seen UFOs 1977, 1978 and 2008.

9. Love of space and science
Yes.

10. A sense of not belonging to the human race
No, I haven't had those thoughts. But maybe I have been feeling a bit different...

11. Piercing eyes
No. I have only been told that I have very beautiful eyes  ;-)

12. Para-normal occurrences
Yes!

13. Physic dreams
Yes!

14. Truth seekers
Yes!

15. Desire for higher wisdom
Yes.

16. Empathetic illnesses
Yes.

17. Deep compassion for fate of mankind
Well yes, I think a lot about the future and what will happen to mankind...


18. A sense of a 'mission' in life
Yes.

19. Physic abilities
Yes.

20. Unexplained scars on body
Yes!

21. Capability to disrupt electrical appliances
Yes, this has happened a lot. It comes in periods, not always.

22. Alien contacts
Well I still don't know. I haven't seen them while awake, but I have dreamed about them - or wasn't it dreams?

I've also heard that Erich von Däniken also is RH-negative, when I was a teenager I loved his books.