February 16, 2012

New scratch marks

Since my daughter came home one week ago we both have got some scratch marks.

First I got these 3 on my left hand.

Then I got one scratch mark on my left tumb and two days later I got a new one on the same tumb.

I am not scared at all, I am just so tired of it.

February 06, 2012

Buzzing sound in ears

Gosh! Again I have found information that makes me realize that strange stuff had been going on for almost all my life.

In 1998 I got divorced and moved with my little daughter to another apartment. I remember a night when she suddenly woke up and screamed that someone had pushed her in her stomach. I said that she must have dreamed. But she was conviced that it was for real and I remembered the "dreams" about that scary visits in my bedroom months earlier - so I began to wonder what was happening around us. I mentally told the presence to go away.

About six months later another strange thing happend. I woke up in the middle of the night with a strange buzzing sound in my head that went from my left ear to my right and then back again, on and on. I felt sick and scared and wondered what was happening to me. This strange thing happened always at night, around 3-4 AM.

The doctors could find anything wrong with me, so maybe I just had some kind of ear infection... because suddenly it stoped.

Going back to my childhood, I sometimes got a hight pitced beep tone in my ears. But only in one at the time, and it only lasted for a minute or so. In 2008 I found that many people who had experienced paranormal stuff also had heard this beep. Some even said it was connected to aliens. So I began to do my own research. I tried to block the sound out mentally and found that it worked! And then it started to change pattern. It was obvious for me that there was some kind of intelligence behind that SIGNAL.

And today - I found this interesting text on Dave Hodriens blog. He writes this about a woman who also have experienced some real strange (alien?) stuff:

"In the months after Steve left, on occasion Rachel would experience a sudden loud buzzing sound in her head. It would sometimes take place when she was lying in bed and almost dropping off to sleep. At other times it would occur during the night and she would wake up. She would actually feel it moving through her head from one side to the other, and sometimes back the other way. The effect would always be the same, no matter which way she was lying. Before the noise occurred, Rachel would become very alert that something was about to happen, and then she would hear it."

Sounds exactly like my experiences in 1998, after I had got divorced... This woman also got some strange markings on her body. Four small dots in a line, which reminds my of my daughters 3 small dots in a line on her foot. And I got one dot on the same spot.

So - are we all having contacts with aliens? Is that what has been going on for whole my life, it just took me forty years to understand.

Read more about Rachels exeriences here
Read about alien implants in ear
Read about about close encounters and strange sounds here (Graham Hancock site)
Read more about Ear tones here

February 03, 2012

New markings on my body

It has been rather calm, but this week I woke up with a small pin dot mark on my left arm. It looked like an nedle mark or as if it was from an insect. Winter and  - 14 C outside, could I have an insect here? Well maybe.

Next day I noticed another small bleeding stick mark on my left hand.

And today I woke up with two small scratch marks at my right hand.

OK, my skin is extremly dry right now because of the cold outside, but these marks are not because of dry skin.

I already know that strong feelings make me more vulnerable and yesterday was a bit hard, because of my daughter who has some problems at school. .And it made me sad. I had problems to fall asleep because of that. I had so many thoughts about her - and my own life as single mum. So I guess it in some way made me weak - and more vulnerable for the paranormal attacs. Will it be like this the rest of my life?