June 28, 2011

Tortured to death?

I think it was in the 1990 when a friend of mine said that I should try regression therapy. She told me about her own experiences, so I really got a bit curious and wanted to try it myself.

I visited a well know early life therapist to try this, but nothing happend. I was a bit disapointed, but she said that I could try another therapist and so I did.

During the next regression I was told how to relax in all my body and after a while I started to feel a strange tingeling in my face. I got so excited so told the therapist about it, but as soon as I had done that the sensation disapered! Oh gosh, I was so disapointed.

But something DID happen - afterwards. That night I had a terrible nightmare. I dreamed that I was kidnapped by a man and I was not the only one, I got a glimse of two or three other women. I remember that one of them was black. I was laying down on some kind of table, I think I was druged because I couldn't move. A man stod beside me and I knew that he was going to hurt me. He did look nice and I think he had beard. He cut me with a knife deep in my left arm, and everything turned black.

In the next scene I cannot see myself, I just KNOW that I am dead and that my body is cut to pieces. It's like parts of my body are stored in some kind of metal cabinet. I see a black coffer on a metal stretcher. I can see the coffer so clear, it looks old and has a thin gold line painted around it. That's the last thing I remember.

When I woke up I was so shaken because it all felt so real. For some reason I got the feeling that it had have happend in USA, maybe in a cottage near water. Could it have been in another life, from earli 1960ies, or earlier? Was the man a mass murderer?

I didn't think about that dream until recently, when I met that psychic therapist. At my first visit she asked if I had done an early life regression. Yes, I said. Then she said that the regression wasn't ended in a proper way, as if I wasn't taken out of it in a proper way. At the next session she held her hands over my left arm and said that she "saw" deep marks in my arm, like I had been tortured! That made me remember the dream i had 20 years ago, after that regression. Maybe it wasn't it just a dream? Maybe it was a glimpse of another life?

When I was about 4-5 years old I remeber I had lots of pain in my left arm. My mother knited a thing that I had around my arm, because she thought that I had some kind of reumatic deseace. But the doctors didn't find anything wrong. I still can feel a strange feeling in my left arm. Sometimes pain, sometimes just like "things" are moving around inside. Do my body/soul remember something from another life?

I have always been afraid of sharp knifes. And I have a big need of feeling free and not locked in. It's like I need to move around (to diffrent jobs, diffrent houses...).

A psychic therapist that I have been seeing since August 2010 said that maybe it's no coincidence that most of my paranormal scratches are on my left arm/hand. Maybe I have a weakness there from another life, because of what happend then...

An owl!?

It has been calm for a long time now, but yesterday I started to feel that tingeling on my head again. Like something is crawling in my hair. And now I feel it even more. I don't know why it has started again.

Just when I logged in here at Blogger I heard an owl, it was as the sound come from the room that I am sitting in. Right above my head. Very strange. But this is not new, I have had invisible owls around me before.

Two years ago when a dowser checked my old apartment on distance he said that he had found an owl. So I guessed he ment a ghost owl. The strange thing was that I just the night before that I did some EVP-recordings in the apartment and - I got something on the recorder that sounded just like an owl!

So... What does it mean? Why do I hear owls around me? And why have that tingeling feeling on my head started again? Has my crown chakra opened up again or am I visited by ghosts?

June 27, 2011

Seeing behind closed eyes

Actually I haven't thought much about this untill I read about some other people who had experienced this.

I think it happened the first time during 1997. I lay in my bed with closed eyes and it was totally black in the room. The suddenly I noticed that I saw my bed table and the things I had on it, through my closed eyelids. Everything was in grey shades, but I could see it - and I thought that it was very strange.

Next time this happend I think was during 2008, so it was a while ago...

Still don't know what to think about this. But I have noticed that strange things seems to happen in periods during my life. No I have been trying hard to "close myself down", so that i will not to feel this kind of things. And I believe it works :-)

June 24, 2011

Scary dreams about future events

Today I read about Johan Huibers, 60 from Netherlands, who had built own Noah's arch. He got the idea after having a nightmare in 1992. This makes me wonder how many people have had the same kind of scary dreams about the future.

During my life I have had some dreams that had become true. I have been dreaming about death in my own family and among celebrities.

Before I even got pregnant I dreamed that I held a premature child in my arms. Six months before I gave birth to my child I had a scary dream of what would happen at the birth. Everything was so clear, every detail, so I even told my husband about it and wrote it down. And - everything became truth! Exactly every detail!

In 2005 I had a dream about a bomb in an underground train. I even heard the word "Explosion". The next day I read about the bombs in London.

I also have had dreams about water and tsunamis. And in 2008/09 I had a scary dream about darkness and fire, feeling like it was the end of the world. I was seeing it through a window with two people/beings beside me. The next day I felt very strange and two times I thought that I was going to pass out. I still don't know what happened, it was just like a very strange feeling came over me and I had to sit down to not faint. The dream was like in Michael Jacksons "Earth Song", darkness and fire.

Now I haven't had that kind of dreams for a long time, and that feels good.

June 22, 2011

Strange bruises

I haven't only got strange scratches and stick marks on my body, I have also got bruises. This one I got in 2009, when I visited my mother and we talked about the hauntings in my apartment. I didn't feel any pain, but suddenly the bruise was there...

Now, when I look back in my past I remember that I have got strange bruises before - on my legs and arms.

June 20, 2011

Have I been abducted?

I found this on a web site about abductions; a test that could indicate that you have been abducted :-) Well, here are my answers in blue.

Ask yourself if you . . .

1. Have had missing or lost time of any length, especially one hour or more.

2. Have been paralyzed in bed with a being in your room.
Yes, at least three times

3. Have unusual scars or marks with no possible explanation on how you received them. Especially if you have an emotional reaction to them. (i.e. small scoop indentation, straight line scar, scars in roof of mouth. in nose, behind or in ears, or genitals, etc.
Yes, I have had scratches, a triangular marking on my stomach, stickmarks on my foot, bulbs on hands and in roof of mouth. My daughter has 3 bulbs behind one ear.

4. Have seen balls of light or flashes of light in your home or other locations
No, not that I remember

5. Have a memory of flying through the air that could not be a dream.
Well, I have dreamed about flyging through the air...

6. Have a "marker memory" that will not go away (i.e.: alien face, examination, needle, table, strange baby, etc.)
Yes, I don't like alien faces and I am scared of knifes. I have dreamed about meeting children that not were mine, although they said so...

7. Have seen beams of light outside your home, or come into your room through a window.

8. Have had dreams of UFOs, beams of light, or alien beings.
Yes, I have had dreams about UFOs - but not about aliens

9. Have had a UFO sighting or sightings in your life.
Yes, three times and always with another witness

10. Have a cosmic awareness, an interest in ecology, environment, vegetarianism, or are very socially conscious.

11. Have a strong sense of having a mission or important task to perform, without knowing where this compulsion came from.

12. Have had unexplainable events occur in your life, and felt strangely anxious afterwards.
Yes,  especially since 2008

13. For women only: Have had false pregnancy or missing fetus. (Pregnant, and then not)
Well, I have experienced some problems here...

14. Have awoken in another place than where you went to sleep, or don't remember ever going to sleep. (i.e. upside down in bed, or in your car)
Yes, as I child I woke up under my bed once and thought it was very strange. Don't know how I got there.

15. Have had a dream of eyes such as animal eyes (like an owl or deer), or remember seeing an animal looking in at you. Also if you have a fear of eyes.

16. Have awoken in the middle of the night startled.
If "startled" means "scared"; my answer is yes

17. Have strong reaction to cover of Communion or pictures of aliens. Either an aversion to or being drawn to.

18. Have inexplicably strong fears or phobias. (i.e. heights, snakes, spiders, large insects, certain sounds, bright lights, your personal security or being alone).
Yes, I don't like spiders and low frequency sounds.

19. Have experienced self-esteem problem much of your life.

20. Have seen someone with you become paralyzed, motionless, or frozen in time, especially someone you sleep with.
No, not that I know

21. Have awoken with marks, burns or bruises that appeared during the night with no explanation on how you could have possibly received them.
Yes, but most of the time I get them while I'm awake

22. Have had someone in your life that claims to have witnessed a ship or alien near you or has witnessed you having been missing.
Yes, I have had witness with me when I have been seeing UFOs

23. Have had, at any time, blood or an unusual stain on sheet or pillow, with no explanation of how it got there.
Yes, I had lot of problems with noose bleed when I was younger, and during 1997. My daugher has found a small blood mark on her night dress at her neck - but no wound at her skin...

24. Have an interest in the subject of UFO sightings or aliens, perhaps compelled to read about it a lot, or an extreme aversion towards the subject.

25. Have been suddenly compelled to drive or walk to an out of the way or unknown area.
Well yes, but not to an totally unknown are

26. Have the feeling of being watched much of the time, especially at night.
Yes, my daughter too

27. Have had dreams of passing through a closed window or solid wall

28. Have seen a strange fog or haze that should not be there

29. Have heard strange humming or pulsing sounds, and you could not identify the source.
Yes, but that was while I lived over an EMF-lab... and (I almost forgot) in 1998 when I got problems with my ears and had nausea.

30. Have had unusual nosebleeds at any time in your life. Or have awoken with a nosebleed.
Yes, many times in my childhood. My father have had same problem...

31. Have awoken with soreness in your genitals that cannot be explained.
Yes, I wake up feeling like a torpedo came in to my "behind" and travelled all the way up to my stomach. Real painfull! Happened twice during 2008-2009 when I had real problems with hauntings

32. Have had back or neck problems, T-3 vertebrae out often, or awoken with an unusual stiffness in any part of the body.
Yes, I have had neck- and back problems for many years

33. Have had chronic sinusitis or nasal problems.

34. Have had electronics around you go haywire or oddly malfunction with no explanation (such as street lights going out as you walk under them, TV's and radios affected as you move close, etc.).

35. Have seen a hooded figure in or near your home, especially next to your bed.
Yes, in 1997

36. Have had frequent or sporadic ringing in your ears, especially in one ear.
Yes, as long as I can remember I have had it. Now I have started to block it out and it seems to work and since I started that the ringning had changed...

37. Have an unusual fear of doctors or tend to avoid medical treatment.
No, but I don't like dentists and I am afraid of knifes...

38. Have insomnia or sleep disorders that are puzzling to you.
Yes, I used to... but not now

39. Have had dreams of doctors or medical procedures.
Yes. In the 90is I tried regression, but nothing happended... until that night. I dreamed that a doctor was cutting in my arm and that I died. Was it in another life, I don't know... I have also dreamed about getting implants in my arm and needles put up in my upper mouth...

40. Have frequent or sporadic headaches, especially in the sinus, behind one eye, or in one ear.

41. Have the feeling that you are going crazy for even thinking about these sorts of things.
Yes :-)

42. Have had paranormal or psychic experiences, including intuition.

43. Have been prone to compulsive or addictive behavior.
Well yes, maybe addited to candy... :-)

44. Have channeled telepathic messages from extraterrestrials.

45. Have been afraid of your closet, now or as a child.
No, not afraid of my closet - because I had no in my room. But I was extremly afraid of darkness. My daughter was afraid of her closet during 2008-2009...

46. Have had sexual or relationship problems (such as a mysterious "feeling" that you must not become involved in a relationship because it would interfere with "something" important you must do).
Well, I am divorced... and I think I have given up thoughts about finding Mr Right...

47. Have to sleep against the wall or must sleep with your bed against a wall.

48. Have a difficult time trusting other people; Especially authority figures.

49. Have had dreams of destruction or catastrophe.
Yes, I have been dreaming about water, fire and darkness...

50. Have the feeling that you are not supposed to talk about these things, or that you should not talk about them.
Yes, but I don't care about that. If someone tries to stop me, I will just try harder :-) I always been like that.

51. Have tried to resolve these types of problems with little or no success.
Well, yes...

52. Have many of these traits but can't remember anything about an abduction or alien encounter.

June 19, 2011

Healed or druged?

Three times in my life I have experienced something very strange - and still I don't know what it was. If it was something good - or bad. 

First time I think was in 1988 when I was sad and lay crying in my bed, I don't remember why but I was very sad. Then suddenly I felt a very warm  nice caring (?) feeling, and I saw as somekind of White light behind my closed eyes. I didn't dare to open them because I felt that it all would go away then, so I just enjoyed that wonderful feeling - and I fell asleep.

Second time was in 1996, after a friend had died in a car crash. Again I lay in my bed crying. Same thing happend. Afterwards I talked to a friend about it, she said that she had experienced the same thing and that she thought she had been visited by her dead son.

Third time was in 1997 after a really scary event in my bedroom, when I felt an evil black hooded being beside my bed. I was paralysed and thought that I was going to die. I mentaly screamed that it should go away, and after a while it left. After it has gone I lay there awake in my bed feeling my heart still pumping fast. Then suddenly I got that warm feeling inside again, like a holy calm. Like someone poured warm water or something inside me from top to toe. Again I felt that should not open my eyes. And then I fell to sleep.

After that third time I asked myself if I maybe was visited by an angel, that gave me healing. But after reading about alien abductions here I began to wonder... Was I really helped/healed - or was I druged? I have got Morphin after an operation once, and I remember the warm good feeling I felt then. This was similar.

Anyone else who have experienced this?

Update February 12th, 2014:
Today found another woman today who had experienced this holy calm, read about her here.


The RH factor

When all strange thing started to happen in 2008 I started searching for information on Internet. And I started to read a lot about UFOs and aliens. That's when I read about my blood type and the connection with that and other strange events.

In 1987 I was told that I had the blood type RH- 0. The RH factor is the Rhesus (rhesus as in monkey) blood factor. If your blood tests positive for this, you have the factor in your blood. If you test negative, you do not have the factor in your blood. The RH factor is a protein found in the human blood that is directly linked to the Rhesus Monkey. My father also was RH-negative.

I have read that most people, about 85 percent, have RH-positive blood. That could support the idea that humans evolved or were derived from Primates. 15 percent of humans have RH-negative blood. If blood type is one of least mutable human characteristic, where did the RH negative come from? This question has puzzled scientists for years.

There is some evidence that suggests the RH-negative blood group may have appeared about 35,000 years ago. And the appearance was regional and seemed to, originally, be connected with certain groups/tribes of people.

Northern Spain and Southern France is where you can find some of the highest concentration of the RH-negative factor in the Basque people. If the RH-negative factor is a ‘normal’ presentation of blood, then why is there a problem when a mother of the RH-negative blood group gives birth to an RH-positive blood group baby. This Hemolytic disease, actually an allergic reaction, can cause death when the two different blood groups are mingled during pregnancy. When the antigenic substances attack the negative blood group it can destroy the blood cells. So why does the human body produce antigens to this blood type? Some people suggest that the blood group is alien...

There are certain similairites that occur to those having RH-negative blood - according to some who have it there are common patterns found, which include the following:

1. Predominance of green or hazel eyes that change color like a chameleon, but also blue eyes
I have blue eyes, but they change.

2. True red or reddish hair
Yes, I have a bit reddish in my hair.

3. Low pulse rate
Yes, I have been told I have that. 

4. Low blood pressure
Yes, I had that until 2008...

5. Keen sight or hearing
Yes, I had that since 1998...

6. ESP

7. Extra rib or vertabrae
No, not that I know.

8. UFO connections
Yes, have seen UFOs 1977, 1978 and 2008.

9. Love of space and science

10. A sense of not belonging to the human race
No, I haven't had those thoughts. But maybe I have been feeling a bit different...

11. Piercing eyes
No. I have only been told that I have very beautiful eyes  ;-)

12. Para-normal occurrences

13. Physic dreams

14. Truth seekers

15. Desire for higher wisdom

16. Empathetic illnesses

17. Deep compassion for fate of mankind
Well yes, I think a lot about the future and what will happen to mankind...

18. A sense of a 'mission' in life

19. Physic abilities

20. Unexplained scars on body

21. Capability to disrupt electrical appliances
Yes, this has happened a lot. It comes in periods, not always.

22. Alien contacts
Well I still don't know. I haven't seen them while awake, but I have dreamed about them - or wasn't it dreams?

I've also heard that Erich von Däniken also is RH-negative, when I was a teenager I loved his books.

Scratches, stick marks & bulbs on our bodies

As I already told you I have got strange scratch marks on my body since 2008, or maybe even earlier.

I noticed it the first time in October 2008 when I painted a wall at home. But, a month earlier my daughter had got a scratch mark while she was sitting in her room. Now I have studied old digital pictures in my computer and I have found one picture from July 2008 where I have a scratch on my upper arm. I remember waking up with it, but I thought I had done it myself. I also have a weak memory of having a small and thin scratch on my chin as early as 1988!

95 percent of our scratch marks we get daytime, when we are fully awake.

Staying in my mothers house (2009?) I one night had a dream about laying on an old fishing boat (on deck) feeling a pain in my foot. I had a acupuncture nail in it! When I woke up the next morning I had a stick mark at the exact spot! I couldn't find any reason to that. Bed bugs? No, we don't have that problems in Sweden. I travelled a lot during my life, but I never got something like this.

More strange was that when I had sold my apartment and moved to another temporary place - my daughter got 3 stick marks in a row on the same place at her foot!
We have also got strange bulbs. I got the first one on my left hand in 2004, but it disappeared the same night as my father died. A year later I got a new one on a finger at the same hand. My daughter got 3 bulbs behind one ear, causing her a bit pain. But the doctor we have visited has told us its nothing to bother about, but still he don't know what it is. Same thing with those three bulbs in my upper mouth that I got during 2008/2009.

June 18, 2011

Open crown chakra?

Since October 2008 I have had that strange tingeling feeling on my head. Feeling like the hair is standing right up, or like some kind of pulsation. What is it? Some people have said that I am psychic and that my crown chakra is wide open.

In 2006 I began with Kundalini Yoga and I remember trying to open up my crown chakra. I thought that was good, but now I understand that I actually knew nothing about yoga and chakras... In  2008 I stoped practicing yoga.

But I am not shure that yoga is the reason to all problems that started in 2008. I still think that living on that EMF-lab caused it all. I think that that pulsating low frequency sound open up a portal to another dimension, an let all kind of strange things in.

I have now tried to close myself down for three years. And it is much better now, today I notice this thing on my head only maybe 3-4 times a day. So it's a huge difference!

I probably been a bit psychic my whole life. I have dreamed about the future events and I sometimes knows whats on other peoples mind. I also know when bad things are happen somewhere else. I think my teenage daughter is psychic to. We did some telepathic tests in 2009 and it worked out very well. The same year I read an interesting historic article, she didn't knew about it. But that night she dreamed about that historic event and she told me a lot of interesting details. So, maybe we have it in our blood ;-)

I have noticed that stress makes me more vulnerable and I get more scratches. A psychic woman has given me the advice to avoid stress, "stay grounded", spend much time out in nature and do things I like. It has helped a lot. The dowser learned me how to locate and communicate with ghosts, to help myself and get rid of them. But it felt like everything got worse then. So I quit the whole thing with dowsing.

Strange bumps in my upper mouth

One night in 2009 I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that I was sitting with my head bent forward. My eyes were closed and my mouth was wide open - and I couldn't close it. I took my left hand and felt some metal sticks that were pushed up in my upper mouth, so I took them out one after another. Then I don't remember anything more.

About a month later I noticed that I had three bumps in a triangular shape in my upper mouth! And I had never seen them before!

It is difficult to show on picture, but here is a picture where I have marked out the position.

I checked this with my dentist who didn't know what it was, but maybe some kind of bone structure. This hasn't caused amuch pain, but I think it is strange that they apeared just after that dream. Alien implants?

Another time I got real bad pain in my back. I talked to the dowser again and he said that I had an implant. He said he would try to take it away, on distance. He did - and the pain went away. Weird.

A psychic woman who worked with multidimensial therapy asked me if I have had problems with my nose recently. And yes, that day I had got bad smell in it. She said it was an implant and she took it out. The strange smell went away.

Really strange.

I have also had a dream about implats. I dreamed that I got it in my right arm and I was so angry that I pressed that metal stick out right through my skin. Then everything turned black. Why are all this strange dreams so very short, just like small flashes in my mind... never knowing what happened just before or after that event.

I took this picture after the dream about the implant in my arm. Notice the red dots, thats where saw the implant in the dream. I still have that red dots, after two years.

Seeing UFOs

The same month as I got the scratches I saw an UFO, but this wasn't the first time.

In 1977 and 1978 I saw an UFO with my older brother. I was talking on the phone with a friend when he called for me. I run out on the balcony where he stood and watched something that really looked like an UFO. It was winter time and very dark outside, so we could see the form of the object. We could only see the lights that were around it. It was like lights in different colours blinking while it flew. We heard no noice at all. The second time my brother took some pictures that showed a cigar formed object.

In 2008, when the strange things started to happen at home - then I saw an UFO again. This time with my daughter and it was in the middle of the day. We could see it clearly because it flow right in front of our car. The next moment it just disapeared! I was round and in silver/metal.

Isn't that strange that it showed up at the same time as the hauntings began?

Scratched while painting - 2nd time

In spring 2009, before I was going to sell the apartment I did some painting in my daughters wardrobe. Then I got scratches again.

This is what it looked like just seconds after:
The scratches looks like I had been scratched by a cat or something like that.

The next day it looked like this:

My haunted home - this happened

Because of the sturbing noices (from the company in the house) and the hauntings I couldn't sleep in my apartment, but I came there nearly every day and checked my post. It didn't feel good staying there. Here I have listed some of the things that happened during 1 year:

- Scratch Marks on me and my child
- Paralysis in bed, feeling pushed down by someone
- Sounds of things moving on the floor
- Bangings from inside of my bedroom wardrobe
- My mobile called up my home phone while I opened the door
- Feeling that hair on the head is standing right up
- Static around arms, hair really standig right up!
- Pain in heart, inregular heart beats
- Light bulbs braking a bit to often...
- Our parrot became angry and sick, got healthy after moving out
- Computor breakdown
- Problems with TV
- Alarm clock turned off by itself
- Dreams about being pushed in the bed
and so on...

In my mothers home the timer in the kitchen went crazy when I got up to make breakfast. It was counting up or down, but noone had started it. This stoped when I moved out from her house.

EVP:s from my home

The ghost hunters couldn't help me, because the problems came back. But they let me listen to some of the EVP:s they got. There were some voices that sounded pretty normal but there were also voices that sounded a bit robotic. It was scary.

I even did some recordings myself, with the recorder in my digital camera. The recorder was on during the night when I slept i another room. Well, I never heard any voices, but I heard strange poping sounds. A also heard something that sounded like an owl. And once I heard two bangings on my balcona door, although it is impossible to climb so high up without a ladder or something. I also once heard like someone scratched with a nail or something directly at the microphone.

I send some of the EVPs by mail to one of the ghost hunters. He then wrote back, telling me that when he had listned to my recordings he started to hear the same kind of strange noices in his apartment! That made me a bit scarred, so I didn't do any more recordings after that.

Ghost from 1709?

Because of the disturbing noices in our house I had moved in to my mother. But I visited my apartment nearly every day, to check my mail and use my computer.

One day I noticed that I got terrible pain in my heart as I was there, so after a while I went to my mother. The next day same thing happened. The third day my mother came with me and she too got pain in her chest. So we understood that something in the apartment wasn't good. It also felt as if our hair stood right up, but it didn't... Very strange. A friend of mine came over and she too got heart problems, then I called the dowser.

He told me that he used a map and to locate me and that he found a ghost in my apartment. I think he used some kind of dowsing rod. Then he started to communicate with the ghost. He told me that it was a young soldier who had died in a war 1709. And he had been wounded in his heart, thats why I had got heart problems, because I could sense the ghosts problems. He told me that he would help the ghost to the light the next day.

The next day when I came to my apartment all felt just fine - and I had no problem with my heart. So, I really didn't know what to believe.
Lots of swedish soldiers died in the war in Poltava 1709. Could it have been a ghost from that war who came to my house?
Battle of Poltava (Wikipedia)

Visited by ghost hunters

I think it was a week after I had got the scratches that I found a web site written by some ghost hunters. I contacted them and asked for help. They were interested and came to visit me in my home.

It was a well known psychic woman (medium) and two men. They moved around in my apartment feeling with their hands and they used two recording machines, to get EVP:s. They found two ghosts; an old man (probably the former owner, who had died 3 months before I bought the apartment) and a small boy. They said that the boy was mean, that they thought that he was the one who had scratched me. They helped both the ghosts "to the light" and before they left the woman said to me:

- I think you are psychic, I can see it in your eyes.

I didn't sleep there that night, although they said that everything was OK. But it wasn't. Just a couple of days after I got now scratches, and I got them nearly every day. I got them where ever I was; at my mothers home, at work, outside... I really felt haunted.

Remembering strange dreams

The phone call to that dowser really made me confused. Did he really mean that aliens exist? I started to google and found I picture that made me a bit surpriced, because it reminded me of something. It was this picture:

I reminded me of a dream that I had in 1997. I woke up because I felt air coming into my face when the bed clothes fell down on me. I was lying in my bed on my back. (Normally I never slept on my back.) I looked up in the darkness and saw the silhouettes of two or three small beeings at the end of the bed! I didn't hear them, but I understood that they were surpriced that I had woken up. The next moment everything was black. I belived it must have been a dream.

But after talking the dowser (in 2008) I began to wonder... maybe it wasn't just a dream? Because I had experienced another strange thing 10 years earlier:

Black hooded figure 1997Our little daughter had been waking us up several times during one night, and that was not at all like her. Normally she slept very good. But that night something was wrong. Finally my husband and I let her sleep between us in our bed and we all fell asleep. Then something happened.

I woke up feeling paralysed and scarred, I felt as someone was standing behind my back. I felt a strong evil force against my lower back and it felt as I was going to die. I couldn't open my eyes but I saw a picture inside my head of a tall black figure in a hood standing right by the bed. I could not see a face, but in my mind I could actually feel that robe, it felt like something between a dolphins skin and rubber...

I was paralysed, full of fear and in my head I screamed:

"- Get lost! Get out of here!"

And finally it disapered and I could move again. My heart was beating very hard. Then the next strange thing happened. It felt as someone pured warm water through my whole body; from top to toe. I felt as I had been healed. Or druged. Then everything went black.

So... was it just two strange dreams or was it something else? I remember that after one of these events I woke up with three dots formed in a small triangle on my stomach (right side). I thought it was strange, but after just a day or two I forgot about it.

Talking to a dowser

Before the event with the scratches I had talked to a well known dowser (over the phone) about the disturbances with the noice in our house. I knew that dowsers can find water, so I asked him if he also could locate where the noice came from. But he said that was not possible, but he could locate me by distance and have a look at my home as we were speaking to each other...

Well, that sounded real weird. But I let him do so. Then he told me that I had ghost in my home, and two aliens... He said that I had somekind of six-edged-window at my house, a place where UFOs land - and that is not good. I nearly laughed at him, because I didn't believe in such things. Then he began to talk about me, about my health. It was as if he scanned my body on distance and knew exactly wich health problems I had! That was really strange.

So when he said that he could "take away" the ghosts and aliens (on distance) I just said OK and that was it.

Afterwards I really didn't know what to believe. If he was right about my health problems, then maybe he was right about the other things too... or?
A dowser, from an 18th century French book about superstitions

My haunted home

It was in 2008 when the problems began. A strange very low freqency noice, as from some kind of engine:

---- ____ ---- ____ ---- ____ (one minute short pulses, one minute with one long "puls")

It made my heart beat and I got nausea, it also felt as my ears was stuffed for 1-2 days afterwards. I also got high blood pressure. It was really bad but I couldn't locate where from the noice came. I didn't hear the sound outside, just inside my apartment. It was so disturbing that I couldn't stay there during the nights, so I moved to my mothers home.

Finally I found out that the noice probably came from an company in the house that worked with electromechanical  stuff. Another neighbour was disturbed too, so I talked to the men at the company. But they denied. A week later I did another visit and this time I didn't stop outside their door. I just walked in before they even had the time to stop me. Thats when I found their lab. A small lab where they tested their motors and other stuff. But still they denied to have anything to do with the disturbing noices during the nights, and I had no proof... Hopeless, so I decided to move out. But first I began to renovate my apartment. That's when it started.

I was painting a wall in the living room when I suddenly failt a burning sensation on my arm. First i thought it was just paint irritating my skin, but when I looked I saw my left arm full of scratches! It looked like a cat or something had scratched me.

I immediately understood that it was something not normal, so I took some pictures of the scratches. At the same time I was shocked, but I finished the painting then I went to my mothers home. This is one of the pictures I took on my arm when I arrived there:

Then suddenly I remembered another incident, that had happened one month earlier. My daughter came out from her room showing me a scratch mark on her upper arm. She said that she had got it out of nowhere. But I was busy reading the newspaper and I just told her that she must have done it herself... Well, when I got the scratches then I understood that our home was haunted. And it had begun at the same time as the real disturbing noices began.

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