New scratches...

I don't understand why, but suddenly I have got bleeding scratch marks again. 

Is it because I looked at that video with Mike Clelland? My curiosity (on alien stuff) often gives me problems.Or is it because of the changes in my life right now? I have resigned from my job. Got tired of my boss. After leaving the office I felt so damn relieved. It really felt so good - but the same day I got the first scratch. And I have had them every day since. I can also feel that that strange "tingling" on my head (Crown chakra activating?) and that high pitched tones in my ears. I have felt that pushing on my back again too (while sleeping).

Don't know why it has started all over again. Is it because I am taking control over my life again, leaving something bad (my psycopathic boss) behind? I have noticed that going forward, learning new stuff or personal development can give me this marks. Maybe "someone" doesn't like what I'm doing. Maybe I'm breaking "someones" plans?

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Nadine Lalich's experiences

Today I found this interesting video with Nadine Lalich:

Seems like we share many experiences:

• She describes the feeling of one alien touching her back/spine, something that I have experienced many times. It feels like my back/spine is my weakest body part when it comes to this kind of events. (I think it can work like some kind of portal.)
• She also have had "dreams" about airports with military personel and UFOs.
• She has had scars on her arms like me.
• Bleeding nose. (I got that during many nights as a child)
• She has also heard that humming sound. I had it in my old apartment.
• We both have had dreams about descruction and cathastrophes in the future.
• We see numbers like 1111 appearing on nearby clocks.
• We saw UFOs at the age of 16.
• We have had dreams about children. (But mine didn't look alien.)

While writing this post I have had beeping tones in my left ear...

Scared of darkness

When I was a child I was so afraid of darkness. I always slept with my head under the coat/cover and I tried not to breath, not to move - because then "they" maybe would belive that I was dead and leave me alone. Because I was sure that "something" was in my room.

I remember that I once woke up under my bed, not remebering how I got there.

I have had many nightmares about being in a dark room and desperatly trying to turn the light on, but the switches doesn't work. But this wasn't only nightmares. Maybe they were true? Once my mother found me in bed with the lamp in bed. It had been hanging on the wall, so she was surpriced to find it in my bed.

My mother also found me in bed sometimes with nose bleed.

This last year I have been wondering if this could be signs of me beeing abducted.

Update:Just when I had written this and logged out from Blogger - I got that strange beep signal in my ear again. But I am not surpriced, writing about abductions... This happens almost everytime I write or talk about aliens and abductions. No doubt that I am being watched, but I go on trying to block the signal out, letting it bounce away from me. It seems like it works. But the next time the signal is weaker. So, "they" don't stop, they just change the signal a bit every time hoping that I won't notice it. But I do, and I get angry every time - because it doesn't stop.