Nadine Lalich's experiences

Today I found this interesting video with Nadine Lalich:

Seems like we share many experiences:

• She describes the feeling of one alien touching her back/spine, something that I have experienced many times. It feels like my back/spine is my weakest body part when it comes to this kind of events. (I think it can work like some kind of portal.)
• She also have had "dreams" about airports with military personel and UFOs.
• She has had scars on her arms like me.
• Bleeding nose. (I got that during many nights as a child)
• She has also heard that humming sound. I had it in my old apartment.
• We both have had dreams about descruction and cathastrophes in the future.
• We see numbers like 1111 appearing on nearby clocks.
• We saw UFOs at the age of 16.
• We have had dreams about children. (But mine didn't look alien.)

While writing this post I have had beeping tones in my left ear...

In the vibrational state?

Tonight I have had a very strange experience AND strange dreams.

Yesterday I was so sad, because of my daughter, and I had hard to fall asleep.

Then, suddenly, I felt my whole body start to vibrate. I got so afraid, I thought I was going to die! The vibration was so intense and I felt that I had to brake it. I tried to scream. Next moment I have a strange dream about beeing locked in with an insane man and beeing in some kind of institution. My feet were battered and full of wounds. And I didn't know how I ended up there, or who I was. A really scary dream. Two other strange, but very detailed dreams followed.

When I woke up I understood that I probably had been in a vibrational state (in my energy body)  just before that dream. You can get into this state before you have an OBE (Out of Body Experience).  But I guess my fear prevented me from going further. Next time I will try not to be afraid and go with the flow/vibration...

Related links
How to Achieve Vibrational State: Your Step by Step Guide  
A Complete Guide to Astral Projection


 

New scratch mark

Three days ago I went to my therapist for a healing session. As soon as I entered her clinic I got a small scratch mark on a finger. I guess "someone" doesn't like when I dig in these strange events.

We talked about my memories of strange examinations. Why do I feel that something is going on in my "Dreams", but I cannot see anything? That is so strange. Why is everything black? My therapist asked me if I thougt I have blocked that out from my memory or - if I'm not allowed to see. I don't know, but maybe "they" just don't want me to know what they are doing?


Update:
Oops! Published at 11:11. Here we have those numbers again!
 

Visited by a witch from another dimension?

Weird things are happening again.

Last month, in May, I went on a business trip to another city. The first night at the hotel room I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that I entered some kind of Gift Shop. I looked around and then I noticed that a woman (the salesclerk) was walking towards me. I was just going to ask her something, when suddenly - she, and the surroundings, changed. I saw light blue colors and something that looked like a face just centimeters from my eyes. I could only see the shape of the eyes, no pupils. And no other details, no mouth, no hair. Everything was just light blue. And I heard a laugh, like from a witch.

I don't know why, but I started calling: "Give it back to me! Give it back to me!"
Then I woke up.

The next day the lavatory pan in my hotel room broke. Two days later my neighbur called me up:


"Eva, I am sorry but your lavatory pan has broken. There are lots of water in your apartment - and in ours!"

How often does things like that happen? Both my lavatory pans broke almost at the same day! And after that strange dream, with that laughing witch voice...

Bad energy from my mum
When I came home I visited my therapist. I said I was so tired of all the bad luck in my life. My friends feel sorry for me and says that they doesn't know anyone else who has so much misfortune. So I asked my therapist again; how can it be possible? Why does so many bad things happen to me!?

She said she didn't know, but later during the same session she talked about my mother again. Because she found more bad energy from my mother in my body. It was lots of bad feelings; hate, frustration and bitterness. Feelings from my mother that had encapsulated in my body.

My therapist said there were connections to another dimension and that "they" were feeding on my mothers unpleasant feelings. She talked about very light, sticky vibrations as she took some kind of energy ball out from my body. I felt so relieved! I went from depressed to happy, just in seconds!

I left my therapist and went home. That evening I heard several high pitched beep tones in my ears. I tried to block them out, they went away - and came back. Over and over again. Finally it stoped.

The Alien Council

"They" don't like when I write about this. But I will do it anyway; write about my hypnotherapy session last week. And the trip back to the time before I was born into this life.

For many years I have felt that "someone" is controlling my life. So many strange and bad things have happend. Also my friends have been concearned about me. I have also had a strong feeling that I must not get involved, in a realtionship. That I am ment be alone. I am a very romantic person and I have had boyfriends, I have been married... But, still that feeling that I am not supposed to "get involved". Why?

Since 2008, when the hautings began, it became more clearly. The more research I did on aliens or UFOs, the more scratch marks I got. It was as "someone" punished me everytime I tried to learn more about aliens. As if I wasn't allowed to know anything about it. Even now, when I write this, I can feel that pressure coming in to my right ear. The beeping sound is almost gone, but I can still feel the pressure...

Since 2009/2010 I have done a lot of hypnotherapy. And I have found out that some kind of aliens have had controlled my life - even before I was born! But why and how could I stop them?

During the session last week I found myself in another world, in complete darkness. Standing, waiting like a soldier. I (my soul?) could hardly move. I  was standing in some kind of black cylinder, like an ammunition cylinder. A tall dull (lustreless) black cylinder, with a pointing top. And I was waiting.

Suddenly the cylinder opened up. Bright, strong light from some kind of lamp. Coldness. I was in front of "the Council" (Gods?), but it was so light so I couldn't see them. I think they were 5, and they were studying me. If I was ready to go on a mission. I saw the earth, on long distance. I didn't want to go, but I knew I had no choice. These cold beeings didn't care about me.

So what was my mission? Well, I THINK that it was to be an "observer". And somehow "they" could observe (or study) the earth through me. And there were others, send at the same time. About 35 others.

Crazy? Yes, it IS crazy! :-) But I know that there are other people who share my experience. Others who have met the Council. But what does it mean for me now? Well, this "group" have been revealed now so I hope they will leave me alone now. 


Update January 30th, 2014:
Read about the Council of 5 on a page here (and notice the picture with 3 dots in a triangle)

What my body remember

If you start digging deep in your past, you must be prepared to find real strange things...

Before I didn't like hypnotherapy, but I have realized that sometimes it's necessary. And combined with TRE it can be a good match. Yesterday it was a breakthrough. I laid there with muscle cramps and said to my therapist:

- It's so strange. I have these huge muscle cramps but I cannot understand what's it about. I cannot see anything and I cannot feel any emotions. I just feel these cramps!

She asked if I was scared. No. If I remembered anyone pulling me down? No. But after the hypnotherapi session I suddenly got an idea and said:

- Maybe I have been tied to a bed... at a hospital.... with belts...

My therapist, who is phsycic, said that she has "seen" the same picture (inside her mind).

At the hospital
On my way back home I suddenly remembered what my mother had told me. When I was only 12-18 months old I sometimes became pale and fainted. I had some kind of problem with my blood sugar. And one day I became unconscious and fell into coma. My parents could not wake me up, so they took me to hospital. At the hospital a nurse put some sweet lemonade in my mouth - and I woke up.

But, they wanted to keep me for observation at the hospital. And 1 or 2 days later when my mom came to take me home I was very very upset. The doctors told her that the uncounsciousness could give me problems later; like diabetes or epilepsi. But that never happend.

What happend at the hospital?
When I came home I wondered; was it common in the 60ies that sad children were tied in their hospital beds? Because where else could that strange "memory" of belts come from if not from that visit? Maybe I felt abandoned by my parents and very scared and sad. Maybe that's made them tie me in a bed? To calm me down. Or did they do something else with me?

Later that evening I did some TRE exercises. My body immediately started acting that strange again; muscle cramps that made my body bend so strange. But still no feelings. No memory. As I felt the strong muscles cramps in my body I asked myself: What IS this? WHAT can make a body behave like this?

Then I got this in my head: ECT - electroconvulsive therapy. Could that be what my body remembers 50 years later? Was ECT used on small children in the 60ies? Like somekind of experiment?! Or - is it some kind of alien abduction experience? Well, I guess I have to dig deeper into this.

Links
Insulin shock therapy in the Sixties


Update:
After Writing this post I got 3 bruises and two small scratch marks on my right arm. I also experienced paralysis during night.  

Harvesting of souls

About a year ago my friend Sandra told me about a strange experience she had during a hypnotherapy session; she had found lost souls in a cave. It was as if they were held as captures. I thought it was rather strange. How can you live without your soul? But then I remembered that the Shamans practice "soul retrieval"... so I guess we can loose our souls. But how?

Yesterday Sandra send me a mail. She had found a very interesting book, written by Nigel Kerner - "The harvesting of souls". Could that be what it's all about - the whole UFO thing? Is that their Agenda? Well, watch this:

Read more at www.nigelkerner.com

Scratched after helping my daughter

I really wonder what kind of evil forces I am dealing with. Now it has gotten worse again.

My teenage daughter has been a bit depressed for some time. And that isn't strange; we have been haunted (more or less) since 2008 and moved around a lot. And last year I got cancer. And beside this she has had some trubbles with her fathers new wife.

Well anyway, I thought it was time to take her to my therapist, who works with multidimensial healing. She is really extraordinary because she can read other peoples minds. My daughter has difficult to talk to others about what's bothering her, so I knew my therapist could help her better than anyone else.

So on tuesday we went to see my therapist. I waited outside. After one hour my daughter came out. She had been crying but I could see that she was happy and on our way back home she was smiling and said that it felt good and that she wanted to visit the therapist again. I was so happy to hear that and that night both of us slept good!

But the next morning when I was preparing our breakfast I felt pain on my left finger - and found a 2,5 cm long scratch mark!

No doubt about it - this was because of the visit at my therapist. I understood that "they" (who ever they are) don't want us to become aware, they don't want us to be healed. So they try to scare us, to take control over us. The same thing have happend to me when I started my therapi, the scratches got worse and I got deeper bleeding wounds. Then it got better while the therapy proceeded.

Later that day (Wednesday) I went swimming and I noticed a 6 cm long scratch mark on my left leg. I probably got it in the morning, at the same time as the scratch mark on my left finger but I didn't notice it until I stept into the pool.

So, it is obvious; "they" are angry at me because I am trying to help my daughter. That's why I got these scratch marks.

I just wonder; am I dealing with aliens, demons or something else?


Update:
Next day I got two more scratches on my fingers. So I guess "they" are here to stay a couple of days...
 

Healing old trauma

I have got many questions about the therapy I have been going through since August 2010, so today I will write some about that.

Well, my therapist call it Multidimensional therapy and it is very difficult to discribe it shortly. But it is much about healing the past. She has used hypnotherapy sometimes, but most of the time we just talk and after that she starts working on my body - on different levels. My therapist is a phsychic person who easily can see what's on my mind and that helps a lot. I guess we can say that she use her "third eye".

I have done "Birth regression" and that was very interesting.

The strangest things that had come up has been connected to that alien stuff. Like that picture of me laying on a table with aliens around... I still have difficult to connect to that, it's just to unbelievable. But my body says it's true...

She has also taken lots of things out of my body, like alien implants and - feelings. Things that have been holding me back. Sometimes it is hard to believe in it, but I really feel that it works. It makes a huge different afterwards.

I have learned how much childhood trauma can effect your daily life. But also that you can go back and heal it. I still work on this and I still have much strong feelings connected to the past and my mother. There is a lot of anger. But even if this is hard work it has made me so much stronger. It has also helped me to handle all that paranormal stuff that has been happening to me. If you have "wounds" from your childhood - it will make you more vulnerably to paranormal attacs from other dimensions. But healing the past (and becoming aware of the existens of beeings from other dimensions) makes you stronger. If you are not aware, well then you will be like a Swedish Smorgasboard! :-)

Have your read Alberto Villoldos book about Shamanic healing? I just love that book! Maybe it's because I always been so interested in indians and healing. What I would like to say is that the therapy that I am using is very much like the work that shamans do.