March 19, 2014

Looking inside my own body

Today I listened to Starborn Support Radio. Always very interesting to listen to people who have had similar experiences.

A woman talked about her experince of travelling inside her sons body, which reminds me of a dream I had in 2008. I dreamed that I was inside my own vagina! Yes I know, that sounds VERY weird. It was as if I just was a small molecyle and thought; "Well, this is strange - a vagina should not look like this!" I have studied medicine and I know that at the end of the vagina is the cervix - but it was gone!

Four years later I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. Only one ovarian had cancer, but the doctors wanted to be sure that all cancer was gone so they took out both - and the cervix. So, today I look inside as I did in that dream six years ago. Just a coinsident? Or is this something that many abductees/contactees experience; travelling inside bodies - and to the future?

A similar thing happend Before I gave birth to my daughter. I had a dream that showed exactly what actually happend 4-5 months later when she was born. All details, my fear, the people running beside the stretcher in that hospital corridor, even the lamps were the same. EVERYTHING came true later when we arriwed to the hospital.


March 18, 2014

Owl outside my window

Mike Clelland has written a lot about owls. I have never thought about it before, but I have had them around me too.

This owl used to sit outside my bedroom window in 1987 when my family had that country house. We sold it a couple of years ago, but I think that lot of strange stuff went on there during my childhood.

My mother recently told me that she used to hear strange noices there during the nights, like from an underground engine.

I remember once when I found out that my father had slept with a poker under his bed when he spend a night there alone. Was he afraid of thieves or something else? He was a strong and healthy man, working as an engineer and he didn't believe in strange stuff. But after he had died my mum told me that he was haunted by strange nightmares. He could scream at night that "they" were trying to kill him. It is sad that we never talked about it - what he was scared about. We both have the same blood type; RH- 0. Maybe we shared similar strange experiences too?

My older brother was attacked by owls one night outside the house. He used to have nightmares too, but mostly at home. And he watched that UFO with me twice in 1977 and 1978. He even took pictures of them. I don't know how he is doing now, because we haven't talked to each other for many years.

And myself? Well you already know that I have had nightmares, strange visits in my home, scratch marks, puncture marks, strange bruises, weird ringings in the ears and - I have seen UFOs three times. And so this owl outside my bedroom window.  And the same year as I took this picture (1987) I got my first strange scratch mark on my cheek.

Later, during 2008-2009, I did some EVP recordings during the night in my new apartment and - I could hear an owl! Inside my apartment! Just a year ago I could hear an owl here in my room, in my new apartment, in the middle of the day. Weird.

March 17, 2014

Strange dreams

Both me and my friend Sandra have had several dreams about invasions since January. Not sure what kind of enimies, but we were hiding from them and they were many.

I have had a dream about an airport too, with armed military and scared people.

Last night I had a dream about going underground, to places that looked like apartments. White walls, no windows, ladders down to lower levels... I couldn't see any people, just all those rooms. And something that looked like a small garden behind glass. Finally, when I had gone real low, I began feeling dizzy and I felt a strange movement. I knew I had to leave that place. So I climbed up as fast as I could - and out. Real strange. But I remember I have had dreams like this before, about underground places.