November 10, 2013

Interesting abduction researcher

Have you heard about Ph.D David M. Jacobs? He is Associate Professor of History at Temple University specializing in twentieth century American history and culture. In the mid 1960's he began researching the controversy over unidentified flying objects in America.  Since 1973 he has continued to devote most of his professional and personal energies to researching the UFO phenomenon in general, and the abduction phenomenon in particular. He has conducted over 750 hypnotic regressions with over 125 abductees. Today Dr. Jacobs is one of the foremost UFO abduction researchers worldwide. As a result of his extensive primary research, he has developed the first scientific typology of the abduction experience.

Watch this!
 

 Update November 13th, 2013:
Today  at lunch time I watched another video with  David Jacobs, that my friend Sandra has written to me about. It was really disturbing what he talked about. 3-4 hours later I got a scratch mark on my left thumb. It's not often I get that now so I guess it's a connection to the video. I guess "someone" does'nt want me to dig into this...
 

November 01, 2013

What my body remember

If you start digging deep in your past, you must be prepared to find real strange things...

Before I didn't like hypnotherapy, but I have realized that sometimes it's necessary. And combined with TRE it can be a good match. Yesterday it was a breakthrough. I laid there with muscle cramps and said to my therapist:

- It's so strange. I have these huge muscle cramps but I cannot understand what's it about. I cannot see anything and I cannot feel any emotions. I just feel these cramps!

She asked if I was scared. No. If I remembered anyone pulling me down? No. But after the hypnotherapi session I suddenly got an idea and said:

- Maybe I have been tied to a bed... at a hospital.... with belts...

My therapist, who is phsycic, said that she has "seen" the same picture (inside her mind).

At the hospital
On my way back home I suddenly remembered what my mother had told me. When I was only 12-18 months old I sometimes became pale and fainted. I had some kind of problem with my blood sugar. And one day I became unconscious and fell into coma. My parents could not wake me up, so they took me to hospital. At the hospital a nurse put some sweet lemonade in my mouth - and I woke up.

But, they wanted to keep me for observation at the hospital. And 1 or 2 days later when my mom came to take me home I was very very upset. The doctors told her that the uncounsciousness could give me problems later; like diabetes or epilepsi. But that never happend.

What happend at the hospital?
When I came home I wondered; was it common in the 60ies that sad children were tied in their hospital beds? Because where else could that strange "memory" of belts come from if not from that visit? Maybe I felt abandoned by my parents and very scared and sad. Maybe that's made them tie me in a bed? To calm me down. Or did they do something else with me?

Later that evening I did some TRE exercises. My body immediately started acting that strange again; muscle cramps that made my body bend so strange. But still no feelings. No memory. As I felt the strong muscles cramps in my body I asked myself: What IS this? WHAT can make a body behave like this?

Then I got this in my head: ECT - electroconvulsive therapy. Could that be what my body remembers 50 years later? Was ECT used on small children in the 60ies? Like somekind of experiment?! Or - is it some kind of alien abduction experience? Well, I guess I have to dig deeper into this.

Links
Insulin shock therapy in the Sixties


Update:
After Writing this post I got 3 bruises and two small scratch marks on my right arm. I also experienced paralysis during night.  


Harvesting of souls

About a year ago my friend Sandra told me about a strange experience she had during a hypnotherapy session; she had found lost souls in a cave. It was as if they were held as captures. I thought it was rather strange. How can you live without your soul? But then I remembered that the Shamans practice "soul retrieval"... so I guess we can loose our souls. But how?

Yesterday Sandra send me a mail. She had found a very interesting book, written by Nigel Kerner - "The harvesting of souls". Could that be what it's all about - the whole UFO thing? Is that their Agenda? Well, watch this:




Read more at www.nigelkerner.com

October 17, 2013

Strange alien voice in my phone


Two weeks ago I was on my way to France. I ran like crazy in the shops here to find a dress I could wear on the trip. Just when I arrived to my home my phone rang, it was my friend who I was going on the trip with. We talked for a minute, then something strange happend.

Suddenly my friends voice was lost and instead I heard something else, like a strange angry metallic voice that talked extremly - fast but it was a language I could not understand. It sounded so angry and I was so surpriced, so I held the phone towards my daughter. She listened and was as surpriced as me, then suddenly the voice stopped and the line was broken.

I immediatly remembered a video with Karla Turner, when she talked about what happend in their home and that strange phone call. You can see it here below, listen to the part that begins at 0:08:00 to about 0:11:15. She discribes the same thing as I heard:
 


Next day I got a big scratch mark on my left hand.

May 19, 2013

Interesting book: Psychic Warrior


I think it was in 2000 when I first read this book and I found it very interesting.

Dr. David Morehouse formed Remote Viewing Technologies in 1997, a company originally designed to train police officers in the art and science of Remote Viewing. In this book he tells his story.

Last week I read it again, 13 years later. It was very interesting, because this time I had my own scary experiences. Now I could understand - and believe in - his meetings with those strange beeings.

I can strongly recommend this book.

Read more on www.psychicwarrior.com and www.davidmorehouseblog.com
David Morehouse

  

April 26, 2013

My collegue got scratched

Yesterday one of my collegues (who I like best) came to work with a long scratch mark just under her left eye. It looked exactly like the ones I use to get.

I asked her about it and she said that she had woked up with it. She thought it was very strange because her nails are very short. But no doubt about it - she had got a paranormal scratch. Because I know what they looks like. But did she get it because of me? Because we sit close to each other at work?

Same thing happend last year when I met a person for the first time and we sat down together and talked. I though she was nice and I think she felt the same about me. Then suddenly she got a scratch mark on her finger!

My mother got a scratch mark too in 2008/2009 when me and my daughter left our haunted house and moved in to her. It happend the night before. It felt as if she was punished because of helping us. My mother got afraid and said that it was because of me, that I had dragged ghosts to her home.

My daughter has had these scratches since 2008. But still we don't know where they come from. But it feels evil and it seems like "the one" who does this to me can read my mind...

Today I visited a massage therapist and after that I got another scratch. I'm just so tired of this.


Related links
Spiritual Science Research Foundation
    

April 25, 2013

Strange memory

Last week I experienced something strange, I think it was some kind of memory...

I was going to a meeting with two collegues and we were going there by car. I jumped in to the back seat of my collegues car (I think it was a SAAB 9-5 2011) when I suddenly almost got panic.

The window in the back seat, where I sat, was smaller that those I'm used to, and dark. And the ceiling felt somehow to close. It almost freaked me out! My heart started pumping, it was so weird. I had no idea at all why I felt so scared. It was as if it reminded me of sitting in something small, with not much space around and with just a small window. A very claustrofobic feeling.

I have thought much about it since. Could it have something to do with my other paranormal experiences? A memory of an alien abduction? Did the window remind me of an UFO-window? Maybe I will find out more in the future?


Update:
Today I found these two cars on Brigitte Barcleys website. It reminds me of the feeling I got in my collegue's car. Dark cars like 1949 Mercury give me strange feelings. Did I get a flash from an earlier life, from the late 1940 or -50? Or does this special design remind me of something completly different?




April 21, 2013

Graves or something else?


This weekend I have visited two very interesting places here in Sweden, where there are old manmade hills - or as we say here: "King hills". It is said that they were build on old graves during the Iron Age, but no one knows for sure.

Some years ago I visited these places with two dowsers and we found some interesting things. The leylines for example, they comes from all directions and goes right in to the middle of these hills. I could feel it with my dowsing rods. So, is it just graves or were these places used for something else?

Uppsa Hill, Sweden







April 20, 2013

New bruises on our bodies

This week my daughter asked me if I have had any scratch marks lately. So I told her that I had one on my finger the day before. Then she showed me 3 very small parallel scratch marks on her finger. So it seems like we got our scratch marks the same day.

Then I said that I got a bruise on my left knee and - she showed me she had got one too, on her left knee!



So why do we still get these marks? And why? I am just so very tired of this!

April 13, 2013

Did I leave my body?

There has been no strange events lately, until last week when something weird happend while I was laying in my bed.

But first I must tell you about my TRE exercises. My therapist, who works with multidimensial therapy learned me how to do this last year. It's really interesting. Well, once when I did this I experienced something strange. I felt as my body was scrinking, as it tried to press itself together...

Now back to last week. I was laying in my bed with closed eyes, thinking about my cancer and the operation I went through last year. I felt so thankful that I had survived. I felt happiness and it was like I wanted to send out love to my whole neighborhood. Then suddenly I started to think about "them" and that I had to be careful. Still laying with closed eyes I suddenly felt my body "scrinking" and I was as I was pressed together. I remember thinking: "Wow, I recognize this (from TRE)!" So I got very exited and courious what would happen next.

Then I started feeling dizzy. I found my right leg haning out from the bed and it was like my leg was dragged out, towards the door. Now I got scared and I got the feeling I wasn't alone in the room. In my mind I told "them" to leave. I got more dizzy and suddenly it was as if my body started moving into the wall! Then I got panic, in my mind I shouted out "Stop, no!"

It was really a struggle and finally I got control over my body and managed to wake up compleatly. I got up, was to afraid to stay in the bed.

So, what happend? Was it some kind of Out of Body Experience? And were there some kind of beings in the room?