Beep signal after watching videos

Two days ago I watched this interesting video about abductions. When I went to bed I got real disturbing ringing in my right ear. This time it was almost impossible to "bounce it away", as I use to. I guess that mean that "they" didn't like that I watched this video.

Gosh! I am so tired of this. It happens everytime that I go out searching for information about aliens and UFOs  - or when I talk to others about alien stuff! A friend of mine have the same experience.



Here is another interesting video, about ringing in ears:

Movies like this really makes me scared

Today I found this clip at the blog Ufos and Alien Abductions i LA. I don't know why but I think this scene is very scary. Maybe because it reminds me of something?

In 1997-98 I had two scary experiences in my bedroom. They seemed so very real but I told myself it was only dreams. It wasn't untill recently that I understood that it must have been real experiences. I have written about it here.

I belive that I have had experiences like this when I was child. I remember feeling the presens of some kind of beeings in my bedroom and that I was very scarred. I tried to play dead. Once I woke up under my bed. I don't remember seeing anything, but some things came up during hypnosis last year.

Safe places underground

I guess you all heard about it; that USA, Canada, Norway and several other countries are building safe areas underground. But is it really true - and is there enough place for all of us? 

I think it was in 2008 when I first heard about that seed vault in Spitzbergen, Norway. I also found information about safe bases (underground) in other countries.

During that time I started having problems in my home. Strange low frequency sounds were heard inside my apartment but I could not locate it.  Then I began getting strange scratch marks. All my electric equipment went crazy and I really felt that my apartment  was haunted. Ghost hunters who came to my home said that they believed that the ghosts came to the house because of that low frequency sound. It was as a light house that attracted all ghosts in the area to my house, they said.
I did some research I found out that there was an EMF in the basement of my house and I believed that the disturbing noice come from that place. I contacted that company but they denied that the sound came from them... so I gave up and moved out.

Well, I got away from that terrible low frequency sound, but... the hauntings followed me where ever I went. I got bleeding scratch marks on my hands and body and my daughter and mother were attacked too.

Anyway, when I lived in that old apartment I also heard so underground explosions almost everyday but I knew there weren't any buildings/constructions going on in that area. I really tried to check it up, but no one seemed to know anything about any drillings or so underground. They were building a new train tunnel close to the Royal Castle, but I lived far away from that area. So nothing could explain the underground explosions that I heard. Maybe they were building safe places under Stockholm too?

In the USA they seems to have been building safe places underground since the 90ies:



I get the feeling that something is going on. That our governments knows more than they are telling us. And that they are preparing for some kind of cathastrophe. Is it for sun/solar storms or that polar shift? Or is it something else, something connected to extraterrestials?

Well, this maybe is just a fake, but it's scary:



I have seen UFOs 3 times; in 1977, 1978 and - in 2008, shortly after the hauntings started.  Isn't that a bit strange? Maybe there were not just ghost haunting me, maybe there were aliens too? And maybe they have been after me my whole life, but I took me almost 50 years to understand it.

More scratches

These last 2-3 weeks I have noticed several scratch marks on my hands. Mostly on the fingers on my right hand.

The scratches are smaller and not as deep as they were two years ago, that feels good. But it still bothers me why this still is going on - and where they come from. Animal spirits? Ghosts? Aliens?

This past two weeks I have also noticed that the beep tones in my ears have come more frequent. And it keep on changing after every time I have "bounced it away". When I was child this tones/ringings were quite loud and they lasted for more than 30 seconds. But since I started to kick them away mentally in 2010 the signal has changed and become weaker every time. Isn't that strange? It's like someone tries to change the frequency so that I will not notice it. Well, I do notice it. Everytime. And I still get angry when I hear it. I try to block it out mentally - and it works. It goes away immedately after only 2 seconds. But then it comes back after a couple of days again, but weaker. Now I can almost hear the signal, but still I feel that pressure in my ear so I notice it anyway.

Since I wrote this post earlier today I have got 2 more scratches. I am not surpriced. I cannot talk or write about... Do you experience this kind of signals in your ears? And have you ever tried to block them out mentally? If you have - did you make any difference? Please write a comment below.

Strange objects in the sky - again

Do you remember my post from last year; Strange object in the sky over Sweden? Well, today I saw two other strange objects. Maybe military planes/rockets.

It strange, but sometimes it's like an inner voice tells me to pick up my camera and go to a place. This happend today at 4 PM. I sat down in my bedroom with my computer when I suddenly got the idea that I should go out on my balcony with my camera. I did so and found this:

I see planes from my apartment every day, but this looks very different. And it looks similar to the one i saw September 10th 2011 - and today it is September 7th 2012! One year later and I have never seen something like this before 2011. They seems to go extremly fast and very high up in the sky. Is it some kind of military plane?  People all over the world have seen this strange things that almost looks like rockets.

Here are two more pictures from today:

More mysterious scratches

Yesterday evening I was out for a walk with my daughter. Then suddenly she said she felt that ghostly feeling on her right leg. Like something was climbing up her leg. Today I woke up with a small scratch mark on one of my fingers.

I do not understand why I got this mark now, because I do not get them so often now. But I have noticed one thing; when I talk about scratches, or look at old pictures from my old apartment - then it starts all over again. It seems that I cannot even think about that time (2008-2009) without getting this scratch marks.

Here is a video that I found on Youtube today, about scratches. Don´t forget to read the comments below the video.


Related
Unexplained scratches (Youtube)
Unexplained scratches on the neck (Youtube)

Small scratch mark

Yesterday I got a scratch mark on my right hand. I haven't had any for a month now, so I wonder why. Maybe because I have been feeling a bit depressed lately, thinking a lot of my cancer... I have noticed that before; strong feelings (of sadness or anger) seems to attract bad energys.

I have also felt a strange kind of "touching", or what to call it, against my skin for 2-3 days too. Same thing as I felt in my old house as i became haunted. I feel it mostly against my feets and legs. I feels almost like a very easy touch from something with fur, something invisible. Like a cat.

As you can see the scratch is very small but it has that typical look. It is very unusual that I get them on my hands, I use the get them on my fingers. 

Visited again...

In my last posting I told you that it has been very calm since I got my diagnosis and had my operation. Well, now it has started again.

I think it began two days ago. I had cleaned the whole apartment together with my daughter and sat down tired in the sofa. Then I felt a burning sensation on one of my fingers, but I didn't see anything. Maybe because it was dark, or because I was wearing my contact linses and couldn't see closely. But the next morning when I woke up I saw it; the scratch mark on my finger.

Later that evening I heard sounds from a paper bag where I keep glass (for recycling). It reminded me of the sounds I had heard before, around the floor, in my old apartment. But then I thought that maybe I hadn't placed the glass bottles properly... so that they have fallen because of that.

This morning a strange "popping" sound right above my head woke me up! And during the day several "bad" news had come up. It almost feel like I am haunted by some kind of evil/bad luck spirit again.

Life is hard enought now, having done this cancer operation and getting the chemotheraphy. So I really just want to be left alone. I don't want to deal with these bad energies that has been following me for such a long time. Again I feel like I am only living in a Matrix, that I am just a puppet on a string - lead by strange forces from outer space or another dimension. And it feels like they are just testing me how much I can handle. No one of my friends have gone through so much bad things as I and it feels like it's never going to end.

Why now?
I have noticed before that I have got scratch marks after cleaning my apartment, like "someone" doesn't like the vaccum cleaner. And when I had left it in the livingroom I have heard strange sounds around it.

But there is another thing too. Just 2-3 days ago I met my friend who also is into this paranormal stuff, and we talked a lot about it. She has started to use a new theraphy, some kind of trauma release therapy called TRE. And she told me that since she had started using that method she has got lots of problems with ringing in the ears. She thinks that "they" don't want us to get rid of our problems, that they don't want us to grow mentally and that's why she is under so much observation now. Is that why I get visited too? Because of our discussions about this and that she have told me about an very effective method to get stronger? Well I don't know... but everytime I learn new things like this I get that beep tone (ringing) in my ears.

Recovering

I am back home from the hospital and recover after the operation. I really hope that I will manage this and get well...but I think it will take a very long time. And life will never be quite the same.

It's a bit strange... since April 29th there has been no paranormal attacks to me. No scratches or strange creatures jumping on my back (while sleeping). It's almost like I am protected. Maybe someone is watching over me during this hard time? Or... maybe the entities has got tired of me and left?

Ufological researcher Karla Turner

The medicine and all the pain makes me so tired, so I can hardly sit by my computor. But today I plugged in my ear phones and went to bed where I listened to a very interesting video with Karla Turner. 

Dr Karla Turner (1947-1996) was an american Ufological researcher. I find her research very interesting, because I have experienced it myself. She too believed that some of the aliens seems to feed on fear. They try to scare you, but don't give them fear - fight back and show strength instead. That will help you.

It is said that Karla, who was in perfect health and had no genetic history of cancers of any kind, died 48 years old of an unidentifiable cancer on January 10, 1996. She had been repeatedly threatened and harassed because of her research.





Read more at Karla Turner Memorial

Ann Livingston was another abductee and MUFON investigator. She too died in cancer. A fast-acting form of ovarian cancer.


Update 30/6/2012:
Today I found this information on Clarissas site In2worlds (pdf-file, page 173):

"Death/injury threats and attempts To me, the most disturbing facet of all concerning alien/MILAB abductions concerns prominent researchers and authors being physically maimed during abductions, instilled with disease Part III – Expanded Insights 173 programming, or flat out being taken out. Cancer seems to be a biggie. Alien/MILABS researcher and author Karla Turner died prematurely of breast cancer. And in the book “Barbara: The Story of a UFO Investigator” she has this to say about the cancer programming: “I’ve made a wide circle of friends all across the U.S.A., most of whom were somehow involved with UFOs. Too many of them are dead or dying. Cancer seems the favorite method of ridding the world of nosy busybodies who want to known who and what the aliens are and where they came from and why they come here. Cancer is the answer to all their questions in far too many cases."

Since I began my research about aliens and UFOs in 2008 I have had a lot of problems; at work, with my home, financially, health issues - and strange hauntings. And now, before age 50 I have got a rare form of ovarian cancer. Just a coincidence or...?