In the vibrational state?

Tonight I have had a very strange experience AND strange dreams.

Yesterday I was so sad, because of my daughter, and I had hard to fall asleep.

Then, suddenly, I felt my whole body start to vibrate. I got so afraid, I thought I was going to die! The vibration was so intense and I felt that I had to brake it. I tried to scream. Next moment I have a strange dream about beeing locked in with an insane man and beeing in some kind of institution. My feet were battered and full of wounds. And I didn't know how I ended up there, or who I was. A really scary dream. Two other strange, but very detailed dreams followed.

When I woke up I understood that I probably had been in a vibrational state (in my energy body)  just before that dream. You can get into this state before you have an OBE (Out of Body Experience).  But I guess my fear prevented me from going further. Next time I will try not to be afraid and go with the flow/vibration...

Related links
How to Achieve Vibrational State: Your Step by Step Guide  
A Complete Guide to Astral Projection


 

More about numbers

Yesterday I had an appointment with my doctor. Guess what time? 11:10 AM. Almost 11:11. And today I got a letter from another doctor, he wants to see me next month, November 11th - 11/11. These numbers keep on showing up - every day!


Last week a woman told me that I have had spirits (relatives) around me since august, and that I should look for signs. Are these numbers some kind of sign?

I started to see the numbers 1234 in 2004. They showed up everywhere! But this last year the numbers have changed - now it's 1111.


Update January 23, 2015:

According to Uri Geller the 1111 phenomenon is "a positive awakening sign". 

Visited again

A couple of days ago I realized that something strange was going on - and tonight I was visited in my bedroom.

Last week I came home from hospital after another operation.  (I had to fix a gastrointestinal hernia after my cancer operation a couple of years ago). Since then I have had a lot of pain and I have also noticed strange things at home. Feeling that "coldness" that I've felt before, when I was haunted. I have also felt a strange shiver against my legs.

Yesterday I went to bed early, I was tired and I fell asleep almost at once. 

Suddenly I felt that poking on my right side. I was so tired so I tried not to care about it. The poking went to my left side. I was so tired but I tried to say; "Go away, leave me alone!". But the poking became more intense.

I got up. Tried to switch the light on, but it didn't work. And suddenly I realized; this have happend so many times before; that i wake up in the darkness, feeling that something is there, I am scared and try to turn the lights on - but I can't! I cannot turn the lights on!!

I go to the window, pull the thick curtains apart and - I'm chocked. My usual view over city is gone and I stare into another landscape! It's night but I cannot see the lights from the city - because outside there are only threes and some stars!

Oh... Then I realize... I am at our old country house! In my bedroom! I turn around and walk down the hall. Through the glassdoor to our dining room I see a very bright light coming from outside. What's that!!

Then I wake up. Shaky. I go up. Take a glass of water in the kitchen. Realize that it has started again, the visitors that comes during the night and poke me. The visitors that I cannot see. I go back to the bedroom. It's about 11 PM and I grab a book. I read it for about an hour, then I fall asleep again. When I woke up the next day I noticed that the clock beside my bed showed the wrong time (- 2 hours). Strange, it has been calm for several months and now suddenly it's like it has started all over again.

Update:
Two days later I visited my therapist. She did some body work on me. She said that the operation made me "open up" again. She managed to "close the door" and now it's calm again. No visitors. 

The Arcons - feeding on our emotions

It's said that the gnostics warned us about the Archons a long time ago.  But who are they - the Archons?

The american author John Lash talks about the Archons as some kind of inorganic spieces, or energy form, that cannot live on Earth. But they are envy of us and they interfere in our lifes and feed on our fear. They are what we call "aliens", mind parasites that abduct our souls by night.

Another man who knows alot about the Archons is Robert Stanley.

When I heard about this the first time I felt that this could fit into my own experiences.

Remember what I wrote about"The Alien Council"? Something strange that I experienced dureing a hypnotherapy session. I was about beings who couldn't exist on Earth, but they wanted to observe our planet through me. Weird? Yes. And how about all my other strange experiences; the strange bruises, scratches, the beep tones in my ears, the hauntings in my home...? And all the extreme bad luck in my life? Someone, or something, must be behind all this.

”Man has a glowing coat of awarness which the predator eats,
leaving just the bare minimum of ”consciousness stuff” for man to remain physically live.
The predator ”milks” man through arranging for constant trouble and
crisis and senseless preoccupation, so as to generate flashes of awareness
that it then proceeds to eat.”

 

Related Links
Press Release from Robert M Stanley 
Red Ice Creations
Metahistory


 

New scratch mark

Three days ago I went to my therapist for a healing session. As soon as I entered her clinic I got a small scratch mark on a finger. I guess "someone" doesn't like when I dig in these strange events.

We talked about my memories of strange examinations. Why do I feel that something is going on in my "Dreams", but I cannot see anything? That is so strange. Why is everything black? My therapist asked me if I thougt I have blocked that out from my memory or - if I'm not allowed to see. I don't know, but maybe "they" just don't want me to know what they are doing?


Update:
Oops! Published at 11:11. Here we have those numbers again!
 

What have they done to me!?

Since that last session at my therapist, when she removed that unpleasant energy ball (from my mum) I have felt so relieved and happy. But four days ago I had a new nightmare.

In the dream I visited some kind of underground aquarium with my daughter. We were in a huge, dark room and my daughter went across that room to look at another aquarium. But when I was going to follow her I walked in to black FOG! Everything went black and I couldn's see anything at all!

In the darkness something, with metal, held me so tight that I couldn't move. I felt as if I was in some kind of sitting/hanging position. I could feel hard metal under my armpits. It was painful. I could also feel hard metal in the hollow of my knees. As I tried to move I got more stuck and it became more painful. It was as if I was told mentaly that I shouldn't move - then it wouldn't be so painful. So I just sat/hung there, without moving. And then I don't remember anything more.

The next day I was so tired, and the happiness I had felt the days before was gone.

What happend?!! And why does this strange things keep on happening, again and again? Completly blackness, but I FEEL that something is going on around me. And I can feel that hard metal! But what kind of entites are doing this to me - and WHY!?

Am I just in some kind of evil experiment?
 

Visited by a witch from another dimension?

Weird things are happening again.

Last month, in May, I went on a business trip to another city. The first night at the hotel room I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that I entered some kind of Gift Shop. I looked around and then I noticed that a woman (the salesclerk) was walking towards me. I was just going to ask her something, when suddenly - she, and the surroundings, changed. I saw light blue colors and something that looked like a face just centimeters from my eyes. I could only see the shape of the eyes, no pupils. And no other details, no mouth, no hair. Everything was just light blue. And I heard a laugh, like from a witch.

I don't know why, but I started calling: "Give it back to me! Give it back to me!"
Then I woke up.

The next day the lavatory pan in my hotel room broke. Two days later my neighbur called me up:


"Eva, I am sorry but your lavatory pan has broken. There are lots of water in your apartment - and in ours!"

How often does things like that happen? Both my lavatory pans broke almost at the same day! And after that strange dream, with that laughing witch voice...

Bad energy from my mum
When I came home I visited my therapist. I said I was so tired of all the bad luck in my life. My friends feel sorry for me and says that they doesn't know anyone else who has so much misfortune. So I asked my therapist again; how can it be possible? Why does so many bad things happen to me!?

She said she didn't know, but later during the same session she talked about my mother again. Because she found more bad energy from my mother in my body. It was lots of bad feelings; hate, frustration and bitterness. Feelings from my mother that had encapsulated in my body.

My therapist said there were connections to another dimension and that "they" were feeding on my mothers unpleasant feelings. She talked about very light, sticky vibrations as she took some kind of energy ball out from my body. I felt so relieved! I went from depressed to happy, just in seconds!

I left my therapist and went home. That evening I heard several high pitched beep tones in my ears. I tried to block them out, they went away - and came back. Over and over again. Finally it stoped.

An argument - and a new scratch mark

Today I told my boss that I wanted to have a word with him. Just to clean up some stupid things. That got some unexpected consequences.

I have a new boss, a young, very unsecure guy that don't want to take any responsibility. But he is extremly courious and tries to controll other people. Maybe because he has lack of skills and need to use other peoples opinions (as his owns). Anyway, things had happend so I needed to talk to him.

It was not a nice meeting and he was very agressive. So when I came home I wrote down some notes about our discussions. Then suddenly I got a scratch mark on my left hand!

Why? Because of my anger? Or because I in some way lost control - or my strengh? Anger seems to lead to scratch mark like this. Or if I feel exposed or afraid. It's like I in some way lose my "protecting shield". Or as my theraphist says; "You get tears (holes) in your aura".

And now, while I am writing these words I get that high pitch tone in my left ear. I try to bounce it away mentaly and it goes away.

So what is going on? Who is using my feelings (anger, frustration or fear) and make this bloody marks at my body - and ring tones in my ear? Or could it be as I read a couple of weeks ago; that many leaders are psychopaths and enties use them as portal openers?

I really would like to hear your opinion about this.



Related links
Scratches appearing on body, with pics
Christopher Fleming - Alien photos

Do we have portals to other dimensions - in our bodies?

My back seems to be a weak and strange spot. During my life I have experienced many weird stuff connected to it.

I think I have written about it before; that I have experienced strange "touching" while asleep. It has been going on for as long as I can remember. 

It happens while I'm asleep. Suddenly I get paralysed and cannot see. At the same time I can feel a presence in the room and "someone" is poking me in my waist and back, with a finger (?). It really feels terrible. I cannot defend myself against that poking. Only if I manage to wake up.

Other times I have dreamed that I got stabbed in my back. Or that someone had stuck a needle in it. Very painful. Other times I have felt (and heard!) a huge grasshoppers jumping on my back (in 2011/2012).

I have been working on this during my hypnosessions and it seems like we can have portals to other dimensions IN OUR BODIES! Yes, it's crazy, but I have experienced huge different after my therapist has managed to close it/them.

I think that when we experience some kind of trauma we get wounds in our etheric body. And I think that these wounds can work like portals to other dimensions. If we manage to deal with our past traumas, we can heal these wounds and - close the portals. This is my guess.

It has been calm here for a long time, but just about a week ago it started all over again. I had a strange dream about an old, not so nice, woman. We had an argument and suddenly I felt as if someone had pulled his/hers/its finger all the way down on my back. The next day I had scratch marks on my fingers again. So I guess "they" are back... maybe because a portal had opened up again.

Have you experienced something like this? Parts of your body that seems to get attacked while your are asleep?
  

Hiding from intruders

Today I found some of my old diarys from 2004-2006, so I have spent hours reading them.

One of the things that surpriced me was what I wrote 3 days after my father had died, in 2005. I had almost forgotten it:

"This morning I woke up by a nightmare at 3:05 AM. I dreamed that I was a child again and it was night. I was standing in our living room. I heard the sound from a helicopter and it looked like its spotlights were searching around our windows. I got the impression that it was aliens, coming to get us. I ran into my parents bedroom, telling them not to open their eyes and that they should hide under the bed sheets. Then I crawled down between them. I could feel my fathers body on my left side and my mothers on my right side. Then I felt that "someone" came into the bedroom. I tried to scream: "Go away!!". But my mouth was paralysed, I couldn't scream. That's when I woke up."

I think this was the first time ever I wrote about aliens - and I had totally forgotten about that dream. Now it all came back.

It also reminds me of 2008-2009, when I lived in that haunted apartment - because I often heard helicopters during the night. I was just to tired to care about it. I never got up to look at them, I just guessed that it was police or ambulance helicopters.

Could that dream about the introuders be some kind of memory from an abduction in my childhood?

Looking inside my own body

Today I listened to Starborn Support Radio. Always very interesting to listen to people who have had similar experiences.

A woman talked about her experince of travelling inside her sons body, which reminds me of a dream I had in 2008. I dreamed that I was inside my own vagina! Yes I know, that sounds VERY weird. It was as if I just was a small molecyle and thought; "Well, this is strange - a vagina should not look like this!" I have studied medicine and I know that at the end of the vagina is the cervix - but it was gone!

Four years later I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. Only one ovarian had cancer, but the doctors wanted to be sure that all cancer was gone so they took out both - and the cervix. So, today I look inside as I did in that dream six years ago. Just a coinsident? Or is this something that many abductees/contactees experience; travelling inside bodies - and to the future?

A similar thing happend Before I gave birth to my daughter. I had a dream that showed exactly what actually happend 4-5 months later when she was born. All details, my fear, the people running beside the stretcher in that hospital corridor, even the lamps were the same. EVERYTHING came true later when we arriwed to the hospital.


 

Owl outside my window

Mike Clelland has written a lot about owls. I have never thought about it before, but I have had them around me too.

This owl used to sit outside my bedroom window in 1987 when my family had that country house. We sold it a couple of years ago, but I think that lot of strange stuff went on there during my childhood.

My mother recently told me that she used to hear strange noices there during the nights, like from an underground engine.

I remember once when I found out that my father had slept with a poker under his bed when he spend a night there alone. Was he afraid of thieves or something else? He was a strong and healthy man, working as an engineer and he didn't believe in strange stuff. But after he had died my mum told me that he was haunted by strange nightmares. He could scream at night that "they" were trying to kill him. It is sad that we never talked about it - what he was scared about. We both have the same blood type; RH- 0. Maybe we shared similar strange experiences too?

My older brother was attacked by owls one night outside the house. He used to have nightmares too, but mostly at home. And he watched that UFO with me twice in 1977 and 1978. He even took pictures of them. I don't know how he is doing now, because we haven't talked to each other for many years.

And myself? Well you already know that I have had nightmares, strange visits in my home, scratch marks, puncture marks, strange bruises, weird ringings in the ears and - I have seen UFOs three times. And so this owl outside my bedroom window.  And the same year as I took this picture (1987) I got my first strange scratch mark on my cheek.

Later, during 2008-2009, I did some EVP recordings during the night in my new apartment and - I could hear an owl! Inside my apartment! Just a year ago I could hear an owl here in my room, in my new apartment, in the middle of the day. Weird.

Strange dreams

Both me and my friend Sandra have had several dreams about invasions since January. Not sure what kind of enimies, but we were hiding from them and they were many.

I have had a dream about an airport too, with armed military and scared people.

Last night I had a dream about going underground, to places that looked like apartments. White walls, no windows, ladders down to lower levels... I couldn't see any people, just all those rooms. And something that looked like a small garden behind glass. Finally, when I had gone real low, I began feeling dizzy and I felt a strange movement. I knew I had to leave that place. So I climbed up as fast as I could - and out. Real strange. But I remember I have had dreams like this before, about underground places.

 

Paranormal scratch marks

Today I found two intresting pages where people write about their unexplained scratches:

Waking up with Unexplained Scratches on my Body

Unexplained scratches appearing on body (MedHelp Dermatology Community)

Seems like there are lots of people experiencing this, all over the World. I think that it has increased since 2007-2008.

The Alien Council

"They" don't like when I write about this. But I will do it anyway; write about my hypnotherapy session last week. And the trip back to the time before I was born into this life.

For many years I have felt that "someone" is controlling my life. So many strange and bad things have happend. Also my friends have been concearned about me. I have also had a strong feeling that I must not get involved, in a realtionship. That I am ment be alone. I am a very romantic person and I have had boyfriends, I have been married... But, still that feeling that I am not supposed to "get involved". Why?

Since 2008, when the hautings began, it became more clearly. The more research I did on aliens or UFOs, the more scratch marks I got. It was as "someone" punished me everytime I tried to learn more about aliens. As if I wasn't allowed to know anything about it. Even now, when I write this, I can feel that pressure coming in to my right ear. The beeping sound is almost gone, but I can still feel the pressure...

Since 2009/2010 I have done a lot of hypnotherapy. And I have found out that some kind of aliens have had controlled my life - even before I was born! But why and how could I stop them?

During the session last week I found myself in another world, in complete darkness. Standing, waiting like a soldier. I (my soul?) could hardly move. I  was standing in some kind of black cylinder, like an ammunition cylinder. A tall dull (lustreless) black cylinder, with a pointing top. And I was waiting.

Suddenly the cylinder opened up. Bright, strong light from some kind of lamp. Coldness. I was in front of "the Council" (Gods?), but it was so light so I couldn't see them. I think they were 5, and they were studying me. If I was ready to go on a mission. I saw the earth, on long distance. I didn't want to go, but I knew I had no choice. These cold beeings didn't care about me.

So what was my mission? Well, I THINK that it was to be an "observer". And somehow "they" could observe (or study) the earth through me. And there were others, send at the same time. About 35 others.

Crazy? Yes, it IS crazy! :-) But I know that there are other people who share my experience. Others who have met the Council. But what does it mean for me now? Well, this "group" have been revealed now so I hope they will leave me alone now. 


Update January 30th, 2014:
Read about the Council of 5 on a page here (and notice the picture with 3 dots in a triangle)

Hidden story about the human race

Have you heard about Klaus Dona? He is an Austrian scientist who devotes his live on explaining the mysterious discoveries of ancient times.

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